Por que? [Chiitaro]
Title: Porque?
Pairing: Chiitaro
Genre: Angst
Summary: Chinen just needs to forget Ryutaro and he is left with no other choice.
A/N1: The italicized green parts are Ryutaro's thoughts. :)
His eyes shifted to his wristwatch. 3:24. It was still too early. He released a frustrated sigh as he ran a hand through his jet black locks. Pulling his jacket closer, he put the mask on his face, donned the large, aviator shades that covered half of his face and walked on.
Laughter was heard from afar as a group of teenage boys were walking home from school. Boisterous laughter filled with such bliss; his fists curled into tight balls, ignoring the fact that his palms were already bleeding. He bit his lip and closed his eyes, rubbing his temple to ease the headache as he turned on his heels and stalked off. He checked his wristwatch again. 4:49. Stuffing his hand inside his pocket, he looked at the group of boys again. One of them stood out amongst the rest- leaning against the lamppost and texting away, his face half hidden from the shadows. “Oi, Ryutaro! You texting your girlfriend again?” One of the noisy boys teased. Said boy looked up and smiled. The stranger’s breath hitched and before he knew it, a single tear rolled down his cheek. A black car with heavily tinted windows screeched to a stop in front of him. He wiped the tear away and opened the door but not before looking at the group of boys one last time and whispering a name, “Ryu-chan.”
A gust of wind blew past and Ryutaro felt a chill run down his spine and a familiar voice call out to him. He looked behind his back and saw an empty street. His eyes scanned the shadows but a vibration in his pocket broke him out of his reverie. Pulling out his phone and flipping it open, he smiled as he read the text message.
To: Ryutaro ♥
From: 優理
Let’s meet at the park near the river, ne?
大好き!! ♥
Completely forgetting about the mysterious incident, he excitedly waited for tomorrow to come.
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Ryutaro woke up with a splitting headache and he realized he was chained to a wall. It was dark and the only sources of light were the moonlight passing glass ceiling above and the light from the other room. A strange wave of familiarity but as he tried hard to remember, his headache only worsened.
“Hello, Ryu-chan.” He knows that voice. No, it can’t be... “What? You’re not happy to see me?” The stranger walked closer until the moonlight shone on his pretty face. Ryutaro could only stare. He was far too confused and tired to even answer. A laugh. His laughter filled the whole room. It didn’t change, it’s still beautiful. The laughter died down until it was only a smile but Ryutaro can see that behind that smile lies the venom that this boy was capable of. The stranger stepped closer until they were face-to-face. A hand shot out and grabbed his cheeks and pinched them hard. “Ryu-chan, I missed you so much!” There it was. That voice I used to love hearing everyday. The voice I’d be lost without. Soon, arms made their way around his waist and the stranger’s head was buried on his chest. “I really missed you, Ryu-chan....” He felt his heart race and the rush of emotions made him dizzy. I can’t lie to myself anymore. “I’ve missed you too, Chii.” He whispered. “LIES!” The stranger shouted before slashing him on the arms. Ryutaro hissed in pain as he looked at him. “Chinen. W-w-why...?” Said boy was crying as he gripped the bloody knife in his hand. “Because you didn’t love me, Ryu-chan. You never did.” The younger boy looked into his eyes and saw blood lust and hurt. He knew he was at fault for hurting him. “I’m so sorry, Chii.” The tears just kept coming and he didn’t care if the other boy saw it. “It’s too late for apologies now, Ryu-chan.” Chinen stepped closer and thumbed away his tears. He kissed his cheeks, tasting the salty tears before kissing the other boy on the lips, the sweet taste that he was craving for all this time, tasted like poison. The older boy pulled away abruptly and smirked as he wiped his lips with the back of his hand before looking at two big men behind him and nodded at them once. Chinen looked at Ryutaro once more and he could see the pain and guilt flash before his eyes. “Era olvido yo contigo.” Chinen whispered, his voice cracking before walking out of the door. “Chinen! No, Chinen! Please!” Ryutaro cried out but to no avail.
“Master, are you okay?” One of the big men behind Chinen asked. Chinen only smiled and nodded. “It’s time.” A button was given to him as he looked at the house; it was full of such wonderful memories of them but now, those were just parts of the worst nightmare he’d ever had. He took a deep breath and pushed the button and in an instant, the house blew up into a million pieces taking with it the memories of their bittersweet love and him.
A/N2: Been a while~ I decided I should finish and get this over with. It's longer than what I usually write, though. |D Based off the song Porque by Maldita. (It's a Tagalog song. trololol) COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS LOVE. ♥ And if you notice anything, please state it in your comment. :)
Pairing: Chiitaro
Genre: Angst
Summary: Chinen just needs to forget Ryutaro and he is left with no other choice.
A/N1: The italicized green parts are Ryutaro's thoughts. :)
His eyes shifted to his wristwatch. 3:24. It was still too early. He released a frustrated sigh as he ran a hand through his jet black locks. Pulling his jacket closer, he put the mask on his face, donned the large, aviator shades that covered half of his face and walked on.
Laughter was heard from afar as a group of teenage boys were walking home from school. Boisterous laughter filled with such bliss; his fists curled into tight balls, ignoring the fact that his palms were already bleeding. He bit his lip and closed his eyes, rubbing his temple to ease the headache as he turned on his heels and stalked off. He checked his wristwatch again. 4:49. Stuffing his hand inside his pocket, he looked at the group of boys again. One of them stood out amongst the rest- leaning against the lamppost and texting away, his face half hidden from the shadows. “Oi, Ryutaro! You texting your girlfriend again?” One of the noisy boys teased. Said boy looked up and smiled. The stranger’s breath hitched and before he knew it, a single tear rolled down his cheek. A black car with heavily tinted windows screeched to a stop in front of him. He wiped the tear away and opened the door but not before looking at the group of boys one last time and whispering a name, “Ryu-chan.”
A gust of wind blew past and Ryutaro felt a chill run down his spine and a familiar voice call out to him. He looked behind his back and saw an empty street. His eyes scanned the shadows but a vibration in his pocket broke him out of his reverie. Pulling out his phone and flipping it open, he smiled as he read the text message.
To: Ryutaro ♥
From: 優理
Let’s meet at the park near the river, ne?
大好き!! ♥
Completely forgetting about the mysterious incident, he excitedly waited for tomorrow to come.
------
Ryutaro woke up with a splitting headache and he realized he was chained to a wall. It was dark and the only sources of light were the moonlight passing glass ceiling above and the light from the other room. A strange wave of familiarity but as he tried hard to remember, his headache only worsened.
“Hello, Ryu-chan.” He knows that voice. No, it can’t be... “What? You’re not happy to see me?” The stranger walked closer until the moonlight shone on his pretty face. Ryutaro could only stare. He was far too confused and tired to even answer. A laugh. His laughter filled the whole room. It didn’t change, it’s still beautiful. The laughter died down until it was only a smile but Ryutaro can see that behind that smile lies the venom that this boy was capable of. The stranger stepped closer until they were face-to-face. A hand shot out and grabbed his cheeks and pinched them hard. “Ryu-chan, I missed you so much!” There it was. That voice I used to love hearing everyday. The voice I’d be lost without. Soon, arms made their way around his waist and the stranger’s head was buried on his chest. “I really missed you, Ryu-chan....” He felt his heart race and the rush of emotions made him dizzy. I can’t lie to myself anymore. “I’ve missed you too, Chii.” He whispered. “LIES!” The stranger shouted before slashing him on the arms. Ryutaro hissed in pain as he looked at him. “Chinen. W-w-why...?” Said boy was crying as he gripped the bloody knife in his hand. “Because you didn’t love me, Ryu-chan. You never did.” The younger boy looked into his eyes and saw blood lust and hurt. He knew he was at fault for hurting him. “I’m so sorry, Chii.” The tears just kept coming and he didn’t care if the other boy saw it. “It’s too late for apologies now, Ryu-chan.” Chinen stepped closer and thumbed away his tears. He kissed his cheeks, tasting the salty tears before kissing the other boy on the lips, the sweet taste that he was craving for all this time, tasted like poison. The older boy pulled away abruptly and smirked as he wiped his lips with the back of his hand before looking at two big men behind him and nodded at them once. Chinen looked at Ryutaro once more and he could see the pain and guilt flash before his eyes. “Era olvido yo contigo.” Chinen whispered, his voice cracking before walking out of the door. “Chinen! No, Chinen! Please!” Ryutaro cried out but to no avail.
“Master, are you okay?” One of the big men behind Chinen asked. Chinen only smiled and nodded. “It’s time.” A button was given to him as he looked at the house; it was full of such wonderful memories of them but now, those were just parts of the worst nightmare he’d ever had. He took a deep breath and pushed the button and in an instant, the house blew up into a million pieces taking with it the memories of their bittersweet love and him.
A/N2: Been a while~ I decided I should finish and get this over with. It's longer than what I usually write, though. |D Based off the song Porque by Maldita. (It's a Tagalog song. trololol) COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS LOVE. ♥ And if you notice anything, please state it in your comment. :)