i might not be able to swim again ( Read more... )

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hate staying at home ( Read more... )

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my mood's getting crappier day by day.
and i stare at the screen of my laptop whenever i finish my work, hoping to shop.
and i've been able to save money (miraculously)
and i'm trying to lose some weight cause ppl have been criticizing me based on that (i hope that they'll get fat and no one loves them one day)
and i've been shopping at 11.45 and ( Read more... )

finally! 
my clothes from bonitochico's finally going to be sent out since the last time i gave them the wrong unit number. heh!

but there's one problem, the flare top that i ordered in pink has a rip in it, therefore, i can't wear it, and BC can't fix it! ):


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i tend to be judgmental of people at times, but i know fully well in my heart, that i don't look down on people. this might sound like some snobbish talk to some people (or most of my friends), but i know that i don't look down on others ( Read more... )

i spend large amount of my allowances on stationary, because i memorize things by writing them over and over again.
i spend large amount of my allowances on shopping and ice creams because it makes me feel happier.
BUT, i don't like taking money from my parents, even if the expenditures came with a legitimate reason and there's even a receipt that ( Read more... )

prelim 2's commencing tomorrow. my living room's a total mess, cluttered by all my exercise books and assesments and foolscaps and ten-year-series (and a cup or few of caramel milk tea and peach green tea from KOI).

i'm like living off my sofa (which is thankfully wide enough for me to pile my stacks of books on top, and let me sleep on it when i'm ( Read more... )

one day, my need for perfection would envelope myself, and i won't see anyone in the mirror, but only the flaws.

all the papers were fine, but i wonder if my marks will be.

last night, i dreamed of babies. dead babies. babies with their body parts chopped off, and stored in rubbish dump. people going to that particular rubbish dump to search for ( Read more... )