Lifehouse- BlindI was young but I wasn't naive ( Read more... )

my christmas was great. i pretty much got everything i asked for and then some. spending time with the family was awesome. it was so much fun. we opened presents up around 9am, then ate breakfast. then my dad and brother installed our new surround sound DVD sysem my brother bought for my dad. (you've never watched tv until you've listened to it on ( Read more... )

Christmas is only a couple days away, and i cant believe its actually here. im excited for the presents and whatnot. but what im most looking forward to is actually being with my family. words cant express how thankful i am for the family God has blessed me with. as long as i have the love from them, then nothing else really amtters to me. it pains ( Read more... )

i am fine now. last night was just a valley and i have realized that being angry with someone that obviously doesnt care about me is a waste of MY time. before i was so mad and i wanted to let the person know it, but now i honestly dont care. i'm over it. after talking it out, i've realized alot. so i'd like to thank the poeple that have helped me ( Read more... )

i honestly dont know how to describe what i am going through right now. to know that i gave 100% of myself to someone, to only receive SHIT in return, really sucks. part of me wants to call this person and yell and scream and hollar about what they did wrong, but then the other side of me doenst want to give them the satisfaction. i am so angry, ( Read more... )

time for a long entry folks... i have alot on my mind right now. it seems to be repeating itself, and i am very frustrated. it seems as if nothing i ever do is good enough for anyone. (in case you are wondering, things with ex, SUCK, right now) mainly..i have realized many things lately. i tell ya, time alone at sea colony, does wonders for your ( Read more... )

hey yall/ i dont really have much to update about. things with the ex are really good actually. sometimes the hardest decisions to make are the best ones. we are better apart then we were together. we just rushed the relationship and went WAY too fast. so hopefully somewhere down the line we can start over and do it right this time. :) and i think ( Read more... )

well. i am single again. and for some of you who didnt know. yes i was in a relationship for almost 2 months. but we broke up last night. but its all good. we are actually better off as friends, so im ok. dont woryr. i was upset at first, but now its all good. God has mysterious ways of working. let me tell you. but anyway. yeah im single again, so ( Read more... )

you are now reading the journal entry of a proud new owner of a 2005 KIA Sportage EX. haha,. yes that is correct folks. i bought a new car! well..im financing one, but you get the drift. it is so beautiful. the color os Black Cherry, but dont get confused, there's no red in it. its just black, but i guess there are red hints in it somewhere. but ( Read more... )

i am So happy right now. my life is just going really well. things are just great! im so happy. :) i cant stop smiling. and for NO reason. like..no major event happened, its just that im completely content in everything. like...everything in life feels right... i dont know how to explain it, im just...happy. :)

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