And so begins my stupid ACL repair recovery. I already feel like crap that I can't do my workout routine ( Read more... )

:D 148 pounds and sticking there. I've been fluctuating in the 150s since November. I look really skinny...

OK I need a mental slap in the face ( Read more... )

Having a super hard time controlling my eating during PMS. Yesterday I had absolutely no problem eating only 1,300 calories. No hunger, I even had to eat something extra because I burn at least 2,400cals every day according to my bodybugg and not eating up to 1.3k is too low ( Read more... )

Damnit, damnit damnit. I need an ACL repair which is a stupid, major reconstructive surgery.

Frack.

I'm so hard in love with my boyfriend. Ten months today.

I still light up when he comes into the room.

Depression sucks ( Read more... )

Anyway, I'm in my deep horrible depression period after a 50/50 weekend ( Read more... )

Oh yea... and my retinas are torn in both eyes and there is nothing they can do about it because it's just from having really bad vision and my retinas stretching and basically being paper thin. If one or both detaches I'll be blind until they fix it. Sometimes it does a lot of damage and I could eventually go blind. Not definite but it's kind of

Life is... interesting ( Read more... )