another weekend has come and i wonder what shit it will bring. sometimes i really do wonder. drama sucks, but it seems to keep everything flowing along. I've had too many sleepless nights this past week just because of family drama. found out my grandpa has cancer and will mostlikely be going to the hospital tomorrow. he doesn't give himself ( Read more... )

normally i don't fantise or would even write like this to where its made public but hey here it goes. I said shh as you took my hand and started to lead me through the darkened house. We stopped in the kitchen for a moment and you held me from behind rubbing your hands around my neck and down my body where they finally embraced me. whispering in ( Read more... )

well, its been awhile. I've cleared my head this weekend of some of the little things. I guess going out of town helps to do that. I'm on my job search, anyone know of anywhere hiring? oh shit my bro's home, i hear the bass, that means i have a few minutes left on here. and how come guys can be so much trouble? i fall for one and then it ends ( Read more... )

I'm starting to slide down hill, hopefully i'll be sober for the adventure. schools almost done but i'm still not at the pointe i need to be at at school or my personal life and home life. My psycho stalked dude is getting worse. oh yeah, love, love life what the fuck is that. all i know is i'm nolonger aloud to love and be happy atleast for the ( Read more... )

well, just to fill ya in, i'm still sick lol, when will i get rid of this cold? i will never know lol. this weekend was a blast, but it was misleading in some ways to me, oh well, i'll find out later about those people. Well, i did it again last night (get your mind out of the gutter!) i died my hair and its now a coco dark brown. quite shocking ( Read more... )

Nothing in particular has happened this week. Just the same old stuff, different days, and a cople different people that are now added into the group. You know i must be seriously screwed in my head. Anyone new that has came along, expecially of the male variety, i think are either trying to get in my pants, or use me. It makes it hard for me to ( Read more... )

well, the weekend is now over. I had some fun atleat. My friends finally dragged me into a haunted house way out in tim-buck-too, but it was scarry yet funny. Some guy followed us around while holding on to my poney tail. and then another guy after scarring the shit out of me followed us through some of the corrodors and grabed my ass to scare ( Read more... )

well, since i'm waiting on a phone call, i decided to leave a messege on here as well. Isn't it strange that although you might not learn much in your classes, but you always remember the weird little facts the teacher comes up with. my anthropology teacher today says there has been studyies done to find out how many dimensions there are. can ( Read more... )

its the weekend oh joy! my weekend unfortunatly starts after my class which happened to be interesting tonight. joy! now i can start to draw electrical blue prints and decipher them! where will that get me in my life if i choose not to be an electrician lol! Every friday night i tend to worry a bit about what will happen on the weekend. There is ( Read more... )

Why in the hell does everyone believe what they hear? I mean there is nothing wrong with believing maybe fifty percent of it but damn! now a days people are so into gossip they don't even try to find out if its real or not. Even before they meet that person, and get to know them, there hearing all this juicy gossip, doing there final judgment. ( Read more... )