i guess you could say im trying to forget him

when someone lies to me...in my book it means they dont respect or care enough about what im feeling...that may seem selfish

but i dont care..

im not gunna be with someone who treats me that way

im sorry...

no matter what i can never trust you again :/

the feeling that went through my stomach when we were back to normal amazing

i love you so much mr. pookiebear

you are my everything♥

i didnt eat anything today...i didnt have the strength...

i dont feel like eating tomorrow either...

liz said today : "tina, i know you and i know the way you talk about him...i know that you love him way more than you could ever love seth...he should realize that."

somehow i always manage to screw things up...

i feel dead...

maybe this is what dying feels like...

today basically was okay...lyndsey went home...then i got sad....

and then andrew made it better

hes my pfft love♥

i love you mr. pookiebear!

im going to my cousin's in a few min probly gunna be gone till 3 30 or 4...just guessing cuz my cousins are leaving at three

♥ andrew i love u

today i went shopping. and i had money for myself for the first time in....7 months...and the first time i spent my money on myself was...last year sometime...idk haha. so it was nice to buy some clothes and things ( Read more... )

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FUCK! i forgot that my computer would sign me off at 8 :( now im really sad.

andrew i loooove you

but i cant and shouldnt talk anymore anyway because i have to study for a test

i love you soooo much

♥

andrew just come over when you read this..if you read it in time..im just gunna stay up tonight for the heck of it so ya ill be up but ya directions from your house to mine are ( Read more... )