didnt know i was really that bad ( Read more... )

wow yeah so the way people are really pisses me off. get your feelings straight because fucking around with peoples feelings is really fucked up and i hate it. anyway im leaving now i just had to get that out.

well... a lot has happened since wednesday. yesterday was the last day of exams and now im a fucking senior. thats scary. i dress and act like a 5 year old but im now a senior in highschool. wow i win the fucking prize. anyway so after exams i went with my lover lauren and trey to wendys where i found LORAAAAA and she gave me a present (omg lora ( Read more... )

well all i have to say is screw it. i dont care. you can go fuck yourself for all i care because i think you are an asshole ( Read more... )

well what can i say. dont you love when you find out something was actually your fault. i love that. GOD i hate sooo much having feelings for him... so so much. i mean why is he so hard for me to get over... we went out for like 2 and a half weeks. im almost positive its because theres just something special about him and its hard to explain. he is ( Read more... )

sooo well yeah school pretty much sucked today. im actually really sad... i thought trey wanted to be my friend but all he does is ignore me. it doesnt make any sence to me and i wish it did and i hate that all of this makes me feel so bad... but we have a lot in common so i really miss him. well after he avoided me all day at school lauren is ( Read more... )

even though im completely broken hearted... im still happy because i loooove my friends so much and ive had a great time though someone is being a complete dick right now. anyway leave me a nice comment about how you love me and such ( Read more... )

well today is sunday and tomorrow marks the first day of the last week of school. i should be happy... but im not. hardly anything seems to make sence to me anymore. i was sooo happy for a while but then i dont know things change and it kind of makes me wonder what i really want for myself right now. im really really confused right now and i really ( Read more... )

i was right... i was totally right. he broke up with me and i dont even know why. how can you say you really like someone but you dont want to be with them. it makes no fucking sence. i give up. i dont care anymore. i am so sick and tired of people and being fucked over. i dont ever want to be in love again. ever. because everytime i am something ( Read more... )

how the hell do i get out of this one ( Read more... )