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[candykidatheart]

~mysled

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[charlywhores]

see, this is why i only ever did drugs on the weekends and even then, not every weekend...ah well...i would reccomend that you quit partying and busy yourself with something...like running and eating and drinking lots of water and tea to flush the drugs out fo your system to help you start to get over it while you wait to be shipped off

[candykidatheart]

i disagree. i say live it up while i can. im already scrowed anyways. and yes that is a lame excuse to keep useing but it the only one that i find amusing.

[for_solace]

Inside, I fear you have some great hole or weakness or insecurity. I hate to bring it to analyzing people, but sometimes I gotta. U know me, you don't have to tell me anything beyond what I already know about you. Possibly you'll realize, as I did, that we don't need synthetic, or even natural, drugs/material things to get us high. There is something out there that I feel that helps me with this. Possibly it's just meditation. Or maybe It just took some final epiphanies to wake me up. I trust that you'll eventually awaken from your trance. Unless you don't want to of course. And if I'm completely mistaken here then feel free to shout and scream and take as many shots at me as you'd like. Usually, trying to help doesn't work out so well for me. It's gotta be the method by which I go about it.
Alrighty. Peace rainbow girl. Betcha wish you could stay on that yellow brick road leading out of munchkin land forever. It just might be nice.

[candykidatheart]

you are a very intersting person bt. and not in a bad way at all. i sure do wish i could follow the yellow brick road. but i find thats just not the path i wish to take.

[for_solace]

actually the yellow brick road and munchkin land things were meant to symbolize the world you currently enjoy. Like trippin on DXM a lot or things of that nature. I just figured you'd probably want to stay in that state of mind forever. Considering you like it so much right now. I mean, wouldn't it be cool if we could all just stay in our dreams?

"Morpheus: Have you ever had a dream, Neo, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?" - Morpheus from "The Matrix"

[candykidatheart]

indeed i do love my "dream world" and it is going to be very hard to give up but i know sooner or later i will grow out of my self mutilation stage. one of these days ill live a normal life, perhapts that should be my dream world to look forward to.