K, let me catch you up on my drama-o-rama life. I'm now dating this guy named Brain. I totally fell for him when we first met, but he didnt want to rush into anything. So I decided that for once in my life I was going to sit and wait and be patient. During this sitting, waiting, being patient time I totally had off days where I was like "nope, dont wanna be with him". But that is totally normal. And when you have one of your normal "He's wonderful days" it'll make you completely forget about the off day. Everyone is fearful of new relationships/crushes/loves because well... they are new. You think you might hurt him, but I doubt it. You just think the worse because the situation is new. I say just go for it, and don't look back. :O)
Re: *waves Hi*candynuggetsMay 26 2003, 21:59:46 UTC
Awe thanks so much i think im gona go for it :) That is the reasurance ive always needed hehe i just hope he still feels the same way for me because ive been keeping him waiting so long..sorry to cut this short but i gota get goin..Thanx again!! *HUGZ* .:*Manda*:.
well, im not one for witty one liners, nor do I have any skill at making people feel better, so uh...
It looks like most of the items listed appear psychological, and that they could be dealt with when given enough thought. Give some extra consideration to that third one from last about Jeff. Good luck!
Well i havent talked to him yet and i think maybe i think i need a bf because i dated this one guy before for about 2 years and he was my first love my first everything and all he ever did was put me down and cheat on me and i still stayed with him because i thought he was going to change but then i realized on valentines day of 2003 when he said he had better plans than to see me and went and say another girl that it was time to end it.. and i think those 2 years even though they were heartache i think i will always remember them because i had someone to call my boyfriend someone that was mine someone i loved..i just hope im not wanting to get with jeff just to have someone to be with..that would be bad ..well thanx for commenting ;) .:*Manda*:.
If..if u want a user pic u can take one of mine ill post it up as my user pic untill u let me know if u want it or not then once u take it ill put my other one with the little chick on it back up..hehe ;)
everyone feels that way sometimes or if youre like me then all the time. it doesnt matter what you look like though as long as you carry yourself with confidence. i think those are the most beautiful people.
Thanx! Its good to know that other people feel the same way i do or atleast think in a similar way ive just been losing alot of confidence lately because im on the birthcontrol shot and gaining alot of weight.. :( which sucks but i dont want no babys lol hehe well thanx for postin! ;)
wow thats cool because you and scott have been together forever and im tryin to except myself but i just got done excepting the way i was then i started gaining alot of weight and it just ruined it and sure ill add your friend whats her username? =)And yea i got more people cuz i was bored and started lookin up peoples journals and alot of them said i want more friends add me so i did lol hehe and then i went around asking people to add me :) thanx for sayin im beautiful :) hehe i think you are too and ur not a fat cow..and yes Life is soo confusing sometimes.. Love ya sis.. <3 .:*Manda*:.
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*HUGZ*
.:*Manda*:.
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It looks like most of the items listed appear psychological, and that they could be dealt with when given enough thought. Give some extra consideration to that third one from last about Jeff. Good luck!
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.:*Manda*:.
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I am boring.
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because its perfectly normal
everyone feels that way sometimes
or if youre like me then all
the time. it doesnt matter what you
look like though as long as you carry yourself
with confidence. i think those are the
most beautiful people.
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.:*Manda*:.
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Love ya sis..
<3 .:*Manda*:.
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