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[candypanties]

What am I doing here? Really, what exactly am I doing for myself in Lebanon? Do you think it's about time I stop living day by day, and actually start acting towards my future? Is it time to go back to live in Sydney, and find a decent job and start saving? I'm 22 years old and it feels like I haven't accomplished anything yet

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[im_a_goodman]

Лень было вникать в твои письмена, просто комент тебе решил кинуть.
Felix da Housecat - is very greatly men.
By the way...Im Russian.

[candypanties]

Yeah I love Felix.

How is Russia these days? Still cold?

[im_a_goodman]

t +20 +22С
Air is fresh. Sky is blue. Grass is green...
What u think about Russia?

[candypanties]

What is t+20+22C? Eh?

I really don't know anything about Russia except they make good vodka.

What do you know about Lebanon? This should be interesting :p

[frozenroze]

we seem to be on the same page my love... im feeling that as well... its funny when you party so hard you just get over it very quickly!!!

i actually want to move to the country and start a quite life looking after a farm and house..

really hard work but im so ready for it!!

[candypanties]

We need to move to a strange country/place together. It's just too hard being around too many people all the time. I think everyone needs at least a few months on their own somewhere deserted. There are so many pieces of me that I am searching for. And fuck me drunk, I sound so deep!

I miss you, though. I hope you are doing well in Melbourne. Did you finish your course? How's work?

I am slowly getting sick of partying, or least PARTYING SO OFTEN I should say. It's much more enjoyable when it's not done so often. I don't understand people who continue to party each and every weekend.

*hugs*

[anonymous]

...Diana habibty, I'm so happy of what you write, for the first time, from a long time i felt that diana returned to herself..and yaa it's the time now to think of meeting a guy that can protect u and to give u all the love u deserve...you are right ,there is more than partying in life..we should think more far than that...

I know what u think and what u feel now...simply bcs i can understand my sister that i always loved and never hated...god bless u...

with all the love and respect...susan

[candypanties]

Thanks Susan baby. I knew you'd understand!

Yeah, partying is great and all, but I need to think of things that I can gain something from. I am reading to meet a great guy, and start something serious with him (no, I know what you're thinking. I am NOT talking about marriage :p NEVER!).

I am giving it till the end of this year, if I still feel this way, then I am going to head back to Sydney and start fresh. Lebanon has been great with me, so I will be coming for holidays very often I hope. We shall see!

Seeing you yesterday was fantastic, can't wait to do it again. I love you lots!!!

[anonymous]

Move to Perth and marry me :P

Problem solvered hehe

lurve
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[candypanties]

o0o0o0o0.

How did you get here? I miss you! I have to catch you on MSN sometime soon.

One day I will visit you there, I promise :p you need to come here too, though!!!

Hugs and kisses and nudes for you :P

[anonymous]

ooooOOOOOooooo nudes for me :P ur so sweet

Hey

[leather_rebel]

Hey D, glad to know you're thinking about the long term now and you're totally right. I think you should go for it and find a job that would allow you to save money and meet interesting and challenging people. But if you're having second thoughts about leaving Lebanon try applying to a job in the sales departement of an international company that way you'll get to travel a lot and meet cool peeps.
Good luck with whatever you decide.

Re: Hey

[candypanties]

HEY!!!!!!! HOW WAS YOUR HOLIDAY??? Isn't it the WORST coming back? The first few days are always so damn depressing. I hate them

Re: Hey

[leather_rebel]

My holiday was amazing, i had so much fun! But coming back was a total fucker. I started depressing about it 2 days in advance.
Werll if you're happy at your job good for you, i can hardly wait to start working in summer am sick of non paid internships.
Elie IS funny he keeps me entertained at work, i'ld probably die of boredome if he wasn't there.

I'll pass by your work one of these days but what time do u get off? Cause i leave home at about 7 and am never back before at least 6 or 7.

Take care sweety!