"sometimes its like someone took a knife baby edgy and dull and cut a six inch valley through the middle of my soul... "

well as you can tell im having trouble sleeping...seeing as im updating this at almost 4 in the morning. yesterday alot of things went right but on a really bad day. we had a snow day so i was able to go to ryans funeral, i got there at like quarter of ten with his family and my sister and then i just couldnt handle it...i ended up leaving like 15 ( Read more... )

i had a really good night last night. i had a rather good day today. but as soon as i started getting ready for the wake i like started having trouble breathing...its so hard to deal with things that you are so unprepared for. but i went at 4 and was there for like an hour and a half. the pictures they had around the place really portrayed the ( Read more... )

well today i went to school and did nothing of great importance. got back my anatomy exam and got a really good grade for me...a 55...after being scaled 11 points lol, im going far in life i swear. but after school i dropped staley off and picked up mr turner and we drove around and did stuff and then hung out with richie and then hung out with ( Read more... )

well today was a snow day thank god. i spent like since 12ish to like 930 tonight chumming around with the same pple, allison, rachel, mike, eulau, staley, and tim. me and eulau went "shopping" while we waited for richie to call us...i called out of work cuz i thought that i was going to go see him and what not but we ended up using krystle ( Read more... )

I am worth $852,574.00 on HumanForSale.comso yes thats how much im worth...i got that from joe and hes worth more than 2 million...i guess im doing something wrong huh lol. but umm last night i stole some dragonflys from my sister and took one, i had a good night for the most part. then i woke up and shoveled for like umm lets see 4 hours. then i ( Read more... )

theres alot going on right now. thursday a very amazing guy who has only been married to his wife since the summer and a soon to be father died. i dont fucking understand how it happened, it was just so random. but as far as i know the wake is tuesday and the funeral is weds and starting at blessed sacrment and then they are doing that follow ( Read more... )

and its most definitaly time for an update lol the other entry got a bit like a battlefeild... but basically had exams all this week. tuesday i hung out with rachel and mike after. today i hung out with mike rachel and eulau after. and tomorrow itll probally be the same way, of course after failing my english and anatomy mid terms. and then friday ( Read more... )

um lets see yesterday i spent most of the day at christians like open house gathering thingie and blah blah candace did something dumb and took off and then i went to rachels at like 6ish andi hung out with rachel, eulau, tim, staley, jeremy, and for a brief amount of time joe, christian and mike. we also saw richie for a short amount of time for ( Read more... )

today school was rather good. after school me and eulau picked up mike and went on a cigarette hunt which took for freaken ever but we manged to get some in the end. but we also went to old navy to pick up my check and scheduale and to go to cingular to see if they could fix my phone, which they cant btw its helpless im gonna have to save up for a ( Read more... )