homesick

[candyqueensb]

I know it is silly to be homesick already, before i have even left home, but i can't help myself. I got an invitation today for sosmething that i can't go to because i will be at school. It was such a depressing moment. Up until today, it was still a semi-distant event, this moving away, but now that i am heading into my last week at home, i

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[salshashark]

i dont know ANYONE at UCSD. Im not even in a dorm, im in a big white apartment where i have to do all the cooking, cleaning and fixing. I know how you feel even though i CAN come home, like i did this weekend, i feel totally unwanted. My mom has taken over my room ALREADY. her stuff is in my closet, she took things i left behind and threw them out or moved them. she's re-painted, re-curtained, and gotten a new couch for the living room. and the other day when we got in a tift about my stuff that was still here, and i threatened to go back to SD she said go for it. im not sure if she's trying to get me to hate home so i stay in SD for longer than a week or what.. but... its sad i know. you leave on the 13th im not going to get to see you before you go, but... i promise you will hear more from me when you get there. Are you keeping your cell? how about your 805 number?

[candyqueensb]

Thanks for the support. yeah, like i told you at fiesta, everything will be the same cell wise, and my address wil be the same all four years, so no worries about that either (not like you would worry about that...i'm just saying). That totally sucks that your mom took over ypur room and stuff, if my mom does that to me (which i know she is planning, seeing as how she always talks about knocking out the wall between our rooms so she can have a huge room since we'll be gone) i will be sooooooo upset. Just so everyone knows, i have free long distance so don't fret about the charges, and call me! Even though i'll be far away, i still want to be a part of your lives.