I'll never say forever again...

[candyzaza]

Ok...I hate Christmastime...I mean, I love it, but I hate it, cuz it makes me think of things I shouldn't be thinking of, want things I shouldn't want. I was starting to be happy again, and then this stupid season came, with all these fucking couples together and all cuddly, and I hate it. I hate it so much. And I hate Ray, because it's his fault.

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"And it hurts my soul, cuz I can't let go. All these walls are cavin in I can't stop my sufferin'..

[uniqueyat]

I know EXACTLY how you feel. If you ever need to talk, just call me.
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Every step I take leads to one mistake, I keep goin' right beack to the one thing that I need. To walk away from."

Re: "And it hurts my soul, cuz I can't let go. All these walls are cavin in I can't stop my sufferi

[candyzaza]

Thanks a lot. The thing is, I don't think I ever got over it, cuz I never really talked about it. Maybe I need to.