I watch time slip away...and wonder how much longer I can take this...

[cangsta]

ok so tonight I got really sad all of a sudden. I got a call from sam at the ludo concert and got to listen to hum along and I started thinking about my friends and the things I give up for band. I should have been at the Astros game today. I should have been singing and being crazy with Bryan at the concert. I should have been spending time

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[redneckdrummer]

hey...i just wanted to tell you that i love you cause you're definately the coolest bass drum playing sloot in the world. i can think of a little bit of advice, not that ya wanna hear it...but get to know people that you've never thought of before. i knew absolutely no one when i came up here. but now i have a multitude of superficial relationships, and two or three deeper ones. get to know the people around you better. either that, or you can change how you spend your time, or just be miserable.

you're not alone in having morals...suprisingly enough, some people who dont even go to a church have morals.

senior year's over rated.

<3 Austin

ps: ludo kicks ass...and i thank you for their cd cause they're definatley the best...

i hope you feel better, and if you ever need to talk to someone other than those other sloots, or bryan..i'm always here.

[senor_fusion]

i concur with all the above, and that's all i can really say. other than, well, "and i should be at BC right now".

[godsdancer88]

christine as soon as band is over and college applications are in we are going to have a samela <3 cangsta night and the two of us are going to treat ourselves to a night of pampering and reconnection. today was great but i am so stressed out right now but i feel all of the exact things that you feel. i <3 you and i am sorry that you couldn't make it last night but i really admire your commitment to band because as soon as it became for me to juggle dance with everything else i quit. i really regret that. but just remember this...
if you were kidnapped by pirates, and they took you to their hide out, as pirates often do, I would find the secret map and vigilante-bushwack through the jungles of peru just to save you.

[sir_roac]

that makes you a major lesbian sam. and THAT is hot.

[cangsta]

aw sam I <3 you! I need a night like that sooo bad. maybe this weekend we can work it in!

and thanks so much for the ludo shirt! I'm so sad I missed the concert!

[sir_roac]

PS: interview me sloot!

[bigshane88]

maybe when you ask questions you should believe the answers... i know some of this entry has to be at me a little, or alot hah but ya i think senior year should be all about the love and bonding and cool feelings

[cangsta]

it's about a lot of people. and you're right, it should. that's one of the reasons why I got so sad.