For as long as I can remember I have been my mothers replacement. Even though I am the youngest of her children, she has always counted on me to play mommy while mommy was away. I gladly took to this because I loved feeling important and needed. Up until recently I've discovered how this role has added negatively to my life ( Read more... )

things were going really well and then more fucking lemons ( Read more... )

is what James text me the other day ( Read more... )

James and I aren't back to square one, even better ( Read more... )

I've been saying for a while now that I need a vacation.

well I didn't mean taking 4 days off because both Aden and I are sick.

He had an eye infection (it was really disgusting) and is getting over bronchitis.

The day I took him to the doctor I felt ill as well, so I called off work and went the next day.

(Aden and I don't have health insurance so we ( Read more... )

one minute I'm in complete bliss with James, the next I want to run screaming because I feel like hes already moved on ( Read more... )

I have no idea what happened last night ( Read more... )

everyone is getting married. I feel like a late bloomer, though I never was. I know i'll get my last name changed and write my own vows one day but it doesn't seem like it will come soon enough. I'm trying to be patient and remember that its about love and not keeping up with the joneses ( Read more... )

this may sound absolutely cheesy but James just said I love you for the first time over the phone and I missed it.

=D I love you too!

so I'm stressing about this whole eventually in-laws things ( Read more... )