frankly, i thought i was past this ( Read more... )

maybe i'm too lazy to make new years resolution back in late december like everybody else, but i decided to do it today instead. Most of thos january resolutions die in the long cold winter nights anyway. today i can almost see the light of spring at the end of the wintery tunnel and i think i can keep some goals from freezing to death ( Read more... )

holy crap. what a surreal night.

i encouraged my friend to have the davenport police do a wellness check on her boyfriend.

the cops found him dead.

we're drinking.

for being the voice of reason/authority. i just don't have hte energy anymore to tell them what the rules are. rules, frankly, that they should know anyway, especially if they, oh i don't know, bothered to listen. or read. or breathe with their mouths closed.

my alarm clock goes off in less than six hours.

my back up alarm clock goes off in six hours from......

right..........

now.

stupid, stupid nerves.

....over the years, but today i was called a "human security blanket."

huh.

one week from right now, i will have finished my first day at the New Job. I also learned that one week from tomorrow my dad is receiving some big woop civilian award, and since i will be working for the same command as he is, I might actually be required to be at said assemblage ( Read more... )

because theinternet is a vast and wonderos place...i found this link ( Read more... )

i got a raise and my job hasn't even started yet. pretty cool huh? because of the way the government does it's pay scales, the salary i was hired at and the salary i'll start work at will be different. and i'm the winner ( Read more... )

so that one screen tells me it's been four weeks since i updated my livejournal. i blame facebook. although i'm not being very good about updating my status there either. maybe it's because things don't really change ( Read more... )