this is a different side one you didnt want to see. but you asked for it asshole.

I hate those days where I wake up and have this really uneasy freaked out feeling. I feel like something bad is going to happen today. God this is just great....fucking great ( Read more... )

I feel really blessed right now. I've come to a point in my life where I have a group of friends that I really love. I don't know if it was the horrible relationship I was in and how naive I was but I've never had a group of people that I can call and hang out with. It's an awesome feeling. I spent most of last night at the apartment singing and ( Read more... )

meh
it makes me want to puke but i cant stop
gr

I need something to do tonight. I think i need an hour or two of bitchfest time. I need to get ahold of DD I think. i need munchies.

so i just really pissed of my bosses. I told them I could come I was just tired. they said no not my fault. I found out this morning that my grandfather in indiana is in the hospital. he has aspirated pnuemonia. Because of the trach it was hard for him to kep things out of his lungs. It's not looking good. This is a fucked up morning I'm going back ( Read more... )

Here on these cliffs of Dover ( Read more... )

I'm really sleepy and I'm at work. Today isn't going to end either. I need a break like BAD. I wish I could afford a vacation or at least some sleep that would be nice too.

I have money though and that is nice. Filming stuff for DD this week which will be fun.

Today started off bad but got better. Good thing too I was just about ready to give in to the dark forces. Whew ( Read more... )

Now I'm just sad. Anger has just um yeah died and I can feel nothing but dissapointed.

This sucks

like reallllly bad

:-(

I deserve more than that though. I deserve too feel good and be happy.

UGH!

I'm about this <-> impressed.