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fuck buddy
so i showed michael the msg that his wife sent to me. the good news is that he probably wasnt lying to me when he said that she wasnt happy with it, but could kind of understand it. he said that since they talked about me, they've had sex more times than they had in the previous year (def didnt need to know this..) but what that makes me think is ( Read more... ) -
Fuck fuck duck
So michaels wife just msgd me. Trying to get me to break up with him. And not tell him that she had asked me to.
I don't want to, but his wife asked me to end the affair. I can't in good conscience keep going with it. Then again if I tell him about it he prob still wouldn't end it and would just lie to her... Which is equally wrong.
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life list
My life list. (30/105)
- get more than 1 degree
- raise an exotic orphan animal
- live in Africa
- live in France
- kiss a boy from each of the 50 state (nc - john, SC- timbone, VA- Dan, GA - Michael, TN- N. Ford, FL - Jared, WI- jeff, NY- first kiss guy, Ilinois -Nathan T, Washington - Andre, MD)
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What did you do in 2012 that you'd never done before
came out as bi. had an affair with a married man. went clubbing
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year
it was to exercise. and for next year i want to run a 5k. accomplish 2 things from my life list.
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oh damn.
well i went out to lunch with jeff today. it was really nice. we talked and laughed and had fun together... and then he tried to take me home ( Read more... ) -
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Christmas was really good. We went to church and I looked beautiful. Then back to my moms for dinner Yeay tamales. Then we had secret Santa and the shmucko loved the old school train I gave him.
I think the funniest part was when Jared and I stopped at the store got some mikes harder lemonades and shot gunned them outside the church. Yup. We're ( Read more... ) -
sigh
i'm sad now. i've just been thinking about that email... well more like reading it over and over and over and over...and its just very rough. its entirely too much business, not enough i miss you. which is exactly the opposite of what i need. i'm soo emotionally needy right now, kinda sucks. alot ( Read more... ) -
follow up.
it just feels like it went from being fun, with us just playing around... to work. You dont just set rules like that. and give me bullshit that its "either you obey the rules or i'll call the whole thing off ( Read more... ) -
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oh wow. so i just became a home wrecker? michael had called me to say goodnight and then he just hung up. i sent him a text teasing him about it and he replied with the fact that his wife had just asked him if he had a girlfriend. WTF? i mean yeah hed been kind of obvious about it talking to me for hours on end in the middle of the night so im sure ( Read more... ) -
holy fuck
that was a close call. i think this is the closest to a panic attack that ive had in a long long lon glong time ( Read more... )