Yeah. Talked with Katie. Made me feel good to tell her that I felt bad about the whole break-up thing. (very therapeutic) Funny thing is she didn't see the need for me to apologies to her. Kinda funny how something will roll off some ones back, while another person will go crazy with guilt. Weird? yup, weird ( Read more... )

I've been doing some hard core thinking. When I was on the airplane I had nothing but time to think. It was the first time I've been alone with no objective in mind. It's weird how even though you're rubbing shoulders with complete strangers you still consider yourself alone. Anyway I was thinking and a few seconds ago my hypotheses was, I think, ( Read more... )

I'm going to Arizona in about an hour. So if I die in a crash. I want you all to know out their in T.V. land that I love you all. And if I survive the weekend I'll tell you all what I really think about you. One whole weekend with my entire family. What really sucks is they're all my mom at different levels of bitterness. I hope my uncle is happy ( Read more... )

All right it's been awhile since I wrote. That's mainly because I've been pretty busy, and also I didn't want some people to find out about my life. So this is what's up: About a weak ago I went to go on a date with this nice girl. (not my type but what are you gonna do) A bunch of her friends, her, her ex-girlfriend, and I. Went to shoot pool. ( Read more... )

Nuthin cool happened at work. I just made keys and re-keyed locks. WEEEEE!! Got a call though from my singers girlfriend wanting everyone to celebrate Nicks birthday. I got him a pack of birthday cigs. Then we talked about the band and watched a very good movie called Ghost World. It's a coming of age story but not like Can't Hardly Wait. It was a ( Read more... )

Not much happened today. BUT I did accidentally slap a construction worker in the ass. He was using a jack hammer right by a door I just finished re-keying. As I shut the door my hand slipped and a firm slap was delivered. He gave my a funny look and told me if I'm coming on to him his wife would kill me. Oh... oh... oh... I put together a lock to ( Read more... )

Woke up from a week of hard riding. EVERY night I was stoned drunk or both. I really don't remember what happened last night but people told me I kicked and\or punched my best friend in the nuts several times. Then to top it off I blew a snot rocket on him. Apparently he was gonna kick my ass but David stopped him. I also ran into a wall a bunch, ( Read more... )

Woke up from a week of hard riding. EVERY night I was stoned drunk or both. I really don't remember what happened last night but people told me I kicked and\or punched my best friend in the nuts several times. Then to top it off I blew a snot rocket on him. Apparently he was gonna kick my ass but David stopped him. I also ran into a wall a bunch, ( Read more... )

Gather round kids. Have I got a story to tell you. Friday I had my day set I was gonna go to work, then as soon as work got over I was going to help Hussy move, then I was gonna rehears with my band, and finally Duane and I would get really stoned and watch spanish television. (Fumao es Grande ( Read more... )

So I haven't been alone with the exception of sleep for about two weeks. normally this would bug the shit out of me. But right now it's a welcome distraction from the whole self pity thing. I love how my friend just show up and hang with me. They play video games, order pizza, beer, and... well give a rats ass about how I'm doing. Like today My ( Read more... )