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[canonized4love]

I was just reading some old entries of mine for no ther reason than to delay homework. It was weird. I sounded different, somehow. In a way I miss the simplicity of those days. I was really stressed about getting the house. And really, that WAS stressful. But I was also really excited about it. I couldn't wait to have our own space again after

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[narco]

I've been wanting to say something, but I'm not the kind of person most people take seriously so it's been hard to think of the right words at the right time. I just want to give both you guys a big hug because I don't know what to say, but at the same time, I am happy that you are not giving up. I like how you summed it up in your myspace blog, about how the other things in your life came easily and this is taking a bit of work.

And as far as writing about how exciting things like getting a new house then realizing it's not what you dreamed it would be is a strange scenario. Usually new things are exciting, then you get used to them and they seem boring, but once you don't have them you look back and realize it was actually better than you expected. That's why I try to live each day like it's the best day ever. Because it is.

[canonized4love]

Thank you so much. It really meant a lot to hear fom you. I actually do take you seriously. I think you and I have gotten to know each other over the past couple years, and it's been great because you are a really cool person.

No one knows what to say to me, and I understand that. I wouldn't know what to say to someone else going through this. But, it's nice when people reach out and try anyway.