15 Pocky
We have an apartment~! Me and Akkun. It's so awesome~! Aaaand it came fully furnished. Plus it's close to camp, so we can still see everyone when we aren't worrying over work.
Which reminds me. We're having a housewarming. On the 5th. Which is also my birthday~
Private
....I wish that didn't hurt so much.... Just a few months ago, that name didn't hurt me at all! And yet now... It was just a kid... It shouldn't hurt like it did... I hate this.... even just thinking about it makes me want to cry....dammit... I hope Ojii doesn't notice... Or he'll not let me into the meeting... again.
I got more work on my tattoo today, though.... It was odd being there without Akkun.... I hope it doesn't upset him that I went without him.... I just... needed some space and something to distract me. It was the only way I could think of. ....well... not the only way... but my only choice. I'm not going to cheat on him.... ever. I don't want to be... that... every again.
I love him.... I honestly... truly love him... more than anyone ever...
Which reminds me. We're having a housewarming. On the 5th. Which is also my birthday~
Private
....I wish that didn't hurt so much.... Just a few months ago, that name didn't hurt me at all! And yet now... It was just a kid... It shouldn't hurt like it did... I hate this.... even just thinking about it makes me want to cry....dammit... I hope Ojii doesn't notice... Or he'll not let me into the meeting... again.
I got more work on my tattoo today, though.... It was odd being there without Akkun.... I hope it doesn't upset him that I went without him.... I just... needed some space and something to distract me. It was the only way I could think of. ....well... not the only way... but my only choice. I'm not going to cheat on him.... ever. I don't want to be... that... every again.
I love him.... I honestly... truly love him... more than anyone ever...