LIFELINE ( Read more... )

my last week before i go back to school...WHERE THE FUCK DOES THE TIME GO?

this weekend was fun, a lot of fun, with some drama....

i cant beleive joe is leaving.

its starting to hit me.

i just feel empty and its the worst feeling in the world.

today was hard.

tomarrow i have to put on a happy face and take senior pictures. ive lost like all color in my face so i look pale as fuck and im just not happy. and i have to pick out two more fucking outfits.

im going to go lay down.

im okay.

well, so far.

for those of you who i might have mentioned that i was in the hospital, or who have heard, this entry is to clear your minds.

on thursday night, around 7:30 i was hanging out with joe and i got horrible "cramps" and i figuared it was just my period (sorry to be graphic boys) so i told him i had to go home, but then when i ( Read more... )

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..wakin up to early, maybe we could sleep, makin banana pancakes pretend like its the weekend, yeah....

wellll...this is what i did today:

NOTHING!

i had a car and i did...

NOTHING!

i woke up early and i did...

NOTHING!

wow.

i hope tonight i do...

SOMETHING!!!

its been a rough night....

( survey )

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im like SO tierd that i dont even feel like posting. but basically DAVE WAS AMAZING!

it was hot as fuck, imagine sweaty sweaty sex with 100000 people and lots of mud.

thats what it was.

dont ask why i used sex as the analogy...but i did. ANYWAY.

we MISSED O.A.R. i am SO pissed. thats half the reason i wanted to go, but we all were idiots in the ( Read more... )