you shouldn't think what you are feeling

[canterbury]

i can get over it if you ignore me. i don't care if you act like you are too cool for me. it won't bother me if there are other people that you would rather spend your time with and so just give up on the entire year we have spent together. but if there is one thing that i cannot stand it is being lied to and made to feel like an idiot. i hate that

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[melt_with_you]

three cheers for kelsey
hip hip
HOORAY
hip hip
HOORAY
hip hip HOORAY!!!!!

[canterbury]

thanks, i needed that right now. hey! i get home thursday and so i might be up visiting western in the next couple weeks. i would love to come by and see you! is rugby season still going? it would be awesome to watch a game if it is...

[melt_with_you]

DUDE!!! heck yes come and visit!!!!
our main season was winter. and the only games we're playing this quarter will be at maggotfest in montana the last weekend of April.

man, time for warped speed english paper writing. ohhh crap

[sinister_siren]

yay for Kelsey!!! I am so proud of you for finally taking care of yourself first and trying to make yourself happy.
Cause honey, one thing I've learned as a "professional people pleaser", is that you CANNOT please people.. whether your happy with yourself or not. It just doesn't happen, with VERY few exceptions.
Take care of yourself and make yourself happy.. after that, everything else will follow. :)
Good luck and much prayers :)

[canterbury]

thanks so much. this is really hard for me, but i know it needs to be done. you're awesome!

[sinister_siren]

Well so are you! And don't you forget that! I'm glad to have met you and become your friend. :)
And your very welcome. If you need anything, let me know. :) hugs

[melt_with_you]

another thought just occurred to me as i was reading this again. people always say to loves others as you love yourself... but another wise person once told me that in order to love others as yourself, you first have to love yourself.

go kelsey!

[canterbury]

you are brilliant. amazingly brilliant

Huzzah!

[anonymous]

Sei brava! Spero che tu sia felice a Raintree con Jen. Sarai--sono siguro. Mi e piacuto essere nel tua classa d'italiana--spero che ci vediamo anche simester prossimo. Viva La Mafia!

Vorrai un "copy" di il nostro video di Vespa? Posso fare un copy e tilo posso transmettere--se vorrai. Dica mi.

Ciao-
Quindi

Oh and bytheway--I'm sorry--that whole situation sounds like it sucks. Been there, done that. It ain't pretty. Good for you though. Oh dear--I sound like my mother..I'm shutting up now