today is new years eve one year ago today was my favorite night ever..

it makes me sad to think you will be with someone else and kissing them at 12 not me.

I kno i have another guy.. but its not the same. I need you to make everything alright.... please?

i loved u ..

-Kristen

Here i am . sitting in the same chair. Writing about the same problems.

doesnt seem like anything changes or improves around here.

Things that have happened in the last year:

1.started talkin to jeff

2.met sarg.

3.rachel got her liscence

4.started hangin out at adams more

5.lost jeff

6.sarg went to iraq

7.slowly lost rachel

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Merry christmas everyone

forget about your problems! and what ever the fuck your yearning for

and live.fucking.life

slap bitches

Kristen

Bold the ones that apply to you.

I have kissed someone:

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
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