It sucks to look at your life and find how much work you have to do to get to ok...

[cantofox]

Ok, heres the deal. I've been living my life, as of late, through a haze of lies. I've been lying to myself about everything so I don't have to deal with the cruelty of real life and the painful consequences of my own actions

Comments

[mr_maigo]

I know you don't like leaning on people, but we do want you to

[maoineko]

Itd be great to see you again, but if its better that you dont go then you shouldnt. *hugs* I didnt even think you were, now i feel like im gonna miss ya. Oh well. You do what you need to make you feel better.

Luff ya

Depression

[akktri]

I have manic depression. Sometimes I get sad for no reason, or happy for no reason, or just plain feel terrible for no reason. You step back and try to get a handle on it, but you can't, since it's your mind that has the problem. You can't figure it out. It's a disorder. Sometimes it doesn't matter if your life is going well or not, you just feel like crap.
I don't have that many friends, either. But I deal with it. I might be lonely, but God is with me.