When will this feeling go away?

[cantofox]

After a totally sleepless night filled with crying and regret I am finding that I'm still in the same place I was last night. My heart breaks for Silver... like it's crying out for him. No matter how many times I tried to tell myself that I can't have him, it wouldn't shut up... it would just keep feeling like it needed him... I can't seem to stop

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[mr_maigo]

You've tryed being with someone new, twice. No reason to make things more complicated with someone you don't really want to be with

[shaleari]

Well, First, I think it's pretty cool to be able to talk to important elected individuals like that. That is quite an accomplishment.

But about this whole thing. I still feel kinda bad about what happened... or just feeling like I had a part in it. I was there for you when all this started over a year and a half ago, and I still am. I think the truth is it's going to hurt for a while. It's a pain that dosen't die so easily. The clossest you can hope for is a Numbing. I don't know. But i know it dosen't go away overnight.