sometimes i get scared that ilikeyou more than youlikeme

A few things:

1. I learned pinch harmonics. (METALLLL!!!)
2. I got a 94 on my Death and Dying test. (POINDEXTER)
3. Heroes is a great show and I'm only now getting into it.
4. Eleven year old kid (my boss's daughter) texting me constantly. (Ugh...)
5. I'm broke as broke can be.
6. My iPod isn't lost! Found it today :).
7. I feel good!

self-portrait meme


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Why am I up right now? I already made the decision that I'm not going to school tomorrow, which is probably an awful idea seeing how it's only the second week of school. But to my defense, I can hardly walk my stomach hurts so much ( Read more... )

Can you really just throw away a two year relationship like that? One that we both understood so well, so clear, so perfect. Goodbye. "I'm sure we'll talk in a few weeks or months. I'll see you somewhere probably." REALLY? I will never leave. You'll always have a special place in my heart. You can take it or leave it. Fuck you fuck you fuck you. I ( Read more... )

everything is about to break break break break break down down down. loose ends/lost ends. head ache head ache head break.

we're all drifting

d r i f t i n g

So I've been 18 for two months and a day, and I haven't done anything that I have planned. This shows me two things: that I never do anything as planned (I am lazy) and that being 18 is just like being 13, I'm just more developed and know a few more pointless things. Things are still a mess, and things are still unclear. People still compete for ( Read more... )

I'm not being fair for you. Selfishness got in my way and thoughts went to my head. Tunnel vision. Fake out, self-inflicted. If there was one thing I could wish for, it would be for you. For your happiness to spread from here to the moon. If there is one thing I excell in, it's building myself up just to fall. You need space, you need time, you ( Read more... )

I don't want to settle for being "the little sister." I guess I have to. Fuck. Worthless worthless worthless. I'm scared of a few things.