ok, so over all open mic was ok, only like 20 people showed up when it was full. no one i knew was there besides conor and jow, but joe doesn't like to talk to me outside of school time.

ok, i think that the time for being lesbian is looming even closer. i hate my love life. it sucks soo bad. no one loves me besides girls, but i'm sure only in a ( Read more... )

However you feel, whatever it takes;
Whenever it's real, whatever awaits me;
Whatever you need, however slight;
Whenever it's real, whenever it's right.
I've been thinkin' long and hard about the things you said to me.
Like a bitter stranger.
Now I see the long and short, the middle, and what's in between.
I could spit on a stranger. (Pull me out.)
You're ( Read more... )

ok, so after school today i was walkin out to the car cuz me ma was given me a ride home, and conor stopped me and was like

"HEY!! you goin' to the open mic tomarrow?"(w/ a sign in advertisment for it in hand) he then lifted it up to right undre his nose and says "as Fidel Castro, i command you to go!! ha ha ha!!!"

well, me thinkin:

"oooo!!!! he ( Read more... )

I HATE THE WORLD TODAY!!!!

THE ONLY CONCERTS I WOULD LIKE TO GO TO ARE ALL 21 AND OVER!!!

GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!!!

Fascinating new thing
You delight me
And I know you're speaking of me
Fascinating new thing
Get beside me
I want you to love me
I'm surprised that you've never been told before
That you're lovely and you're perfect
And that somebody wants you

Fascinating new thing
The scene makin'
Want a temporary saviour
Fascinating new thing
Don't betray them
By becoming ( Read more... )

Ok, so yours may not as long as maggie's, and you were probably being sarcastic when you told me to write you latter too, but hey, i have nothing better to do(like homework). ok, so maybe i do....but hey!! YOUR NOT MY BOSS!!!

so you see i wish i could be as outgoing as you...i just feel every time i do something, it will have a consequence, and it'll be bad...I guess too much time around people like that. but hey, i wish i could do that, and if you got my last email, i think i'm gonna ask conor out as a friend with friend thing.

i don't really know how it's gonna work ( Read more... )

i almost forgot...
ok, so on my grades...the B-, I got in Biology(suprise, suprise).
well i thought it was hillarious because ms. Talcott wrote(in the note area)

"add a minus to the grade
pleasure to have in class"

weird ehh?

ok, i just had to put this on here, and it brought me to the feeling that i really should do that, but wouldn't have the guts to do it.Thanks Mags for bringing my hope up, for me to smash it right back down.

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The great and wise Maggie says:

Follow your heart and let the light guide you!

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