fuck me i'm dead
.
... my hair is cut up into a feww odd patches around my scalp.
... ...mycna cut it all up insane like.
.. wht eva.
.

so my band,. "Prognosis Negative" played its first show last night at some club on Melrose.
.
.... great response from the crowd,

funniest thing is we just met our drummer the night before.

..
... whatever...

break through the first layer..

... thrusting,.. scratching.,,
..
.. loosing breath,.
.
..want to pass out, but not until i've breaken all the way through.

.
.. then,...

/ satisfaction is met with warm fluids.

.
.. spending a week in the cold rain ALL night in Santa Clarita working as an "extra" in the Movie "the war of the worlds", i feel uplifted by the warmth in winter.
.
/./ At least for a moment' i fall into it.

climb into me and die.
.. my beautiful slut you are to be.
.
so bleed free of everything, with no reason why.

, slip into this new skin.

.. with the lubrication of sleaze..

the new can begin.

.
.... happiness is only there to tortue you with misery soon after.

.eat the afterbirth of my dead son./
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.... i talked to god the other day.,
just to find out,.. we are not on good terms.

..
......

..
.... fuck me head open.
.
love the death offered.

so this is the after math..

....

.... dirt and filth compare nothing to the pain of the shallow shell i have become.
/

.. . i wonder how my friend "Silver" is handling working in Thailand cleaning 60,000 dead bodies right now.?

worse or about the same.?

worse at least.

Alright,    for those of you who didn't come to my christmas  party,    this one is going to be CRAZY!!!!

3 rooms, of awsome music,    art,  free booze all night until sunrise.

dj''s,    Basek, Dino, Tamika Jacobs, Cyber Realm, and more,..

groups ,  Zile Ransome, Zenobia Dolli,  SONIC DEATH RABITT!!,  Prognosis Negative,...

.. grand prize give away ( Read more... )

Sat. Dec 25th

9 pm - 9 am       $5, and ladies free until midnight!

Christmas party at the hottest underground spot in L.A.!!!   Plenty of party favors, art, and 3 rooms of the jolliest hip-hop, dance, and experimental music.

1462 Central Ave

Los Angeles , Ca 90021

questions?: call: 310-403-1452