If you only knew Kurt. Geez what a horrible October I had Kurt. It's the first day of November, and still the curse is upon me. Today as I woke up, I pulled my leg muscle, and I was sitting in the front desk with "lady" and she smashed my fingers as they got caught in between the chairs. I hope things will get better.  Sorry I haven't wrote to you ( Read more... )

FUCK ( Read more... )

I just uploaded some nasty bloody pics from the aftermath of stepping on glass.

http://www.myspace.com/cap1_5

I havent been here in a while, here's why ( Read more... )

If your in a good mood, don't read ( Read more... )

Last night I spent all night puking. My meds are doing the exact opposite. I donno. I need to be put away for a long time. Im not all well. Im just tired of being sick all the time, tired of fighting, tired of taking pills that gives me depression, just tired of tring to stay alive ( Read more... )

Maybe its just me, but people are not what they seem to be. You think you know them but then they come out of there cocoon. These people, they are the ones back in high school I hated, would never become one of them. I forgot. So why bother.
"I just made you up to hurt myself."

Relationships have expiry dates folks. That's all there is to it, no ifs ands or buts. You either know each other till ye croak, or you fall away from each other. Such is the inevitable up of life that eventually begins to see the ground.

However, there will ALWAYS be those people, who desperately try to remedy this, like an old california lady ( Read more... )

Avenged Sevenfold: Bat Country.

Going to Lake Tahoe in Early Nov. Then maybe to Sacramento. I should just drop out.