☠ six [translated from eldritch]

[disillusionists]

[ it should be noted that twenty minutes before this post goes up, a huge grimdark storm appears over the Porter building, spreading across the city sky. it can be seen from miles away... purple lightning and all.

pretty ominous, hm?

anyways. ]

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[tastesrainbows]

I See Youve Returned
But Let Me Avoid Making This Exchange Redundant After All Of The Prior Responses
You See I Have Grown Somewhat Privy To Your Moods Over Time Rose
You Seem Terse Which May Indicate A Less Than Pleased Disposition

[disillusionists]

Yes.
I am a little less than pleased. You're right, Kanaya.

[tastesrainbows]

Would You Mind If I Inquired On The Reasons
Or Perhaps Simply Offered A Listening Ear
Which You Could Accept Or Spurn At Your Own Discretion

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[disillusionists]

I think I discovered what the blackout was.
That one you would always bring up.

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[tastesrainbows]

Oh
Id Attempted To Glean The Information From Jade Before
But My Efforts Were Complicated By Other Circumstances
If Inquiring Directly Is Possible Then I Would Be Glad To Hear About It

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[disillusionists]

It's fine.
It's nothing, really.
I just went grimdark.
Or rather,
I'm grimdark now.

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[tastesrainbows]

Rose I Am Under The Distinct Impression That This Doesnt Constitute As Much Of A Nothing As You Believe
How Did Such a Thing Come About

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[disillusionists]

Harley wanted me to ask whether the Horrorterrors were evil or not.

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[tastesrainbows]

But This Is A Foregone Conclusion Already
Ive Told You Time And Again That Their Purpose Can Only Be Sinister
But Well Take It For Granted That Of Course You Never Listened
No One Can Convince Rose Lalonde Of Otherwise Once She Has An Idea In Her Head
Which Can Be A Very Frustrating Wall To Hit If You Werent Previously Aware
But Please Elaborate For Me
What Have They Done To You

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[disillusionists]

They are enormous, ugly, and live in darkness.
That doesn't make them bad.
They have done nothing to me. All they did was encourage my falling into the fabled blackdeath trance of the woegothics.
That's all.

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[tastesrainbows]

And I Will Repeat That This Is Hardly Nothing
Perhaps You Dont Realize How Irrevocable Such An Action Will Be
Or The Larger Circumstances That Will Be Sure To Come With It
It Is Kind Of A Big Dangerous Deal Actually
And Moreover If You Should Ever Hope To Reverse It Youll Negate Any Chance Of Using Your Dream Self To Make Any Ill Advised Attack On The Green Sun
A Plan I Still Disagree With Vehemently Just For The Record
But My Point Is When You Have Dark Gods Of Such Power Whom You Depend On For Your Own
Trusting Their Agendas Unreservedly Doesnt Strike Me As Particularly Wise
Especially When Their Stated Purpose Involves Spreading Their Darkness As They Seem to Have Done To You
What I Mean Is You Are a Smart Person Rose And I Would Expect You To Be Smarter Than This

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[disillusionists]

I've already decided upon rash actions.
I had plans to drop a bomb in the sun and kill myself, which, yes, I know you don't agree with.
Trusting the Horrorterrors can only help me, at this point.
It doesn't matter either way. I plan to kill Jack.
I'll be making all the stupid decisions.

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[tastesrainbows]

This Hardly Seems The Way To Ensure Success
In Fact Its Almost Definitely More Likely To Result In Your Failure
And Either Way Promises Your Death Which Is Something I Particularly Take Issue With

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[disillusionists]

I'm tired of being cowardly.
I'm going to die whether I kill myself or not.
At least in this way, I can take revenge on him.

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[tastesrainbows]

Or
As Is More Likely
Hell Simply Kill You Without Any Such Revenge Being Fulfilled
Believe Me If There Were Some Way To Stop Him Id Be Glad To See It Put Into Action
But Id Much Prefer An Option That Didnt End With you Dead

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[disillusionists]

It doesn't matter.
It's what I'm going to do.
I tried resisting the urge for revenge.
I didn't succeed and when I return to Sburb, I'm going back to hunting him down.