eleven ☠ voice

[pureblood]

[Yup, this hideous event has a hideous effect on Bella.]

The realization that I've been wrong my entire life isn't very pleasant. I admit that I've made mistakes...great and numerous. I've destroyed relationships, and I fear that they are beyond repair. But it's never too late to fix things, right? At least, I hope not.

[A hesitant pause.] ..

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[anagrammatist]

[lmao he can't even answer these questions when ~good~ it's just not happening]

...Are you all right?

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[pureblood]

I've been better. [She misses being evil.:c] I take it you've been affected, too.

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[anagrammatist]

It seems that way. It's...odd. [he can't even completely hate it, this is awful]

Who did you wish to make amends with?

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[pureblood]

[she knows the feeling, bro]

My...family. Sirius and Andromeda. I know I shouldn't, but it's been decades since we've talked amiably and I miss them.

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[anagrammatist]

[oh, there's another concept he doesn't understand, considering he killed and destroyed his family...which actually sounds terrible right now ugh

anyway, this sounds really hesitant for him because he is all the unsure about this]

If they're family, they're more likely to forgive you, I would think. Though I suppose it would also depend on what happened to estrange you in the first place. But if you didn't murder or abandon anyone...

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[pureblood]

They're the ones who left. [There's still some bitterness there, but not as much as usual.] Still, I recognize that I'm in the wrong.

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[anagrammatist]

You're the one in the wrong?

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[pureblood]

[In her heart of hearts, she doesn't think so, but perhaps she really is in the wrong. Why else would they have left her?]

I have murdered people in cold blood. I don't see how I can be in the right after that.

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[anagrammatist]

[oh, well. if that's coming into it. murder is probably slightly worse than abandonment.]

Ah. No, you're probably not.

But if you're not forgiven, at least you'll be in good company.

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[pureblood]

[Aww. She's smiling even though he can't see it.]

Now you have me looking forward to their rejection.

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[anagrammatist]

[they're just...going to make each other smile tonight then...]

Well, I do hope it goes well for you. Or not terribly poorly at the very least.

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[pureblood]

Thank you. ...This means a lot to me. [He has no idea how much sob.]

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[anagrammatist]

[nope. what is having a family you didn't always utterly despise. though he did learn pretty quickly how important family is to purebloods.]

Of course.

Do let me know how it turns out.

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[pureblood]

I will. And I hope everything also turns out well on your end.