confusing is good

[capergrl]

As long as I don't see him I can tell myself this is a dream, I can move around and go through the rest of my life, knowing he's there... he exisists, the guy I have been telling myself I wasn't ready for, has found me... and I know he's waiitng, like I'm waiting... and if he loves me.. this is just as agonizing for him

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[lisarse]

AHMEN.

[capergrl]

AH *pause* MEN! INDEED! lol

[lost_together]

what are you waiting for?

[capergrl]

his live in girlfriend to have a baby... and for her to move out.. cause I won't even see him if he is still dating her...

it sounds worse than it is... they aren't actually a couple, they have separate rooms and according to him they haven't been intimate in 4 months....

I haven't even seen him... because I don't want to be "that" kind of girl...

What's wrong with me?