yea so lately i've been feeling weird about god and why i believe and such. now i feel really weird for writing about it here. anyway i think i figured it out. its small and insignificant to most but really important. i hope kieran doesnt mind that i talk about him. but i think it's really cool thinking about him before camp and thinking about him ( Read more... )

i want to dance.

god i really am a loser. but anyway today has been such a rollercoaster of emotions. i went from being anxious, to happy and smiling, to heartbroken, to numb, to melancholy, to heartbroken. and i dont think that should happen all in one day. i was forced to think about so many things today and so many INTENSE things at that, i love the feeling of ( Read more... )

heartbroken.

why do you love nudu so much??

i feel like i'm vulnerable but i'm not sure why. since when do i get flustered over a boy. as i sit here talking to him when i really should be at school, it's like i am in complete amazement trying to figure out how he works. yet i know that i never will. nothing else to say.

wow it has definetly been forever. i haven't had any initiative to write about anything in here because i haven't really wanted to share what's been going on in my life but i figure that i have nothing to lose. so i was talking to this awesome friend today, and he just told me straight up that i was a jerk before. and i really appreciated it so ( Read more... )

HEY MAN. i haven't written in here for forever. i never have time anymore, like i actually don't have anytime. at all. with volleyball and soccer and everything. so when was the last time i wrote something like....................july??? ok so i'll start from now and work back because camp deserves the longest. so volleyball is going really well we ( Read more... )

hey man. here is my monthly update, which is apparently the thing to do these days with me eh. well i have been in bc for like...a month exactly because my parents bought a frickin summer house...i mean who does that. and it was boring as hell, but then jesse came and he stayed with me for a week and we had our own fun. i think i love him. now i am ( Read more... )

holy moly it has been forever. whenever i tried to go on livejournal it was like "www.livejournal.com not found". i punched the keyboard a couple times but then i realized that it really hurt me so i stopped. i just looked at my young drunk little beaverfoot at her grad. that is so happy. except i was supposed to go because SHE IS MY ONE AND ONLY ( Read more... )

so it's may. thats pretty cool school's almost over. we had volleyball this weekend. i got really pissed off. i am in this habit of not doing my homework ever anymore. which is weird because i used to always do it and now is not exactly the right time to be slacking off. oh well. i think i'm midly depressed. although i did get into lit. and i'm ( Read more... )