I liiiive!

[capitu]

Oh god, I can't believe it's been over a month since I updated this. Actually I really can believe it. *uses whiniest voice* There's just been so much going on. Work has been crazy. A lot of people was let go from the paper so I'm doing the work of maybe 3, 3,5 people these days

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[groolover]

I feel bad for laughing at the last bit but I couldn't help it! Sorry you've had such a horrible time though. Glad you are back.

There are now TWO things in the post from me to you... I emailed you to tell you about the second one but maybe you didn't get that :-) Hopefully they will both arrive before Christmas!

[capitu]

<3333

I know! I did get that and I was so sure I had replied to you and then I realised I never did. I absolutely got your email and went to the post office afterwards. I hope I can go today, but it's been storming since very early, so I might not be able to, but if no, Monday definitely. <33333333

[groolover]

Fingers crossed!

[themightyflynn]

Ugh, good luck with that one! Sorry, but stuff like this just makes me thankful that I do not - and never will - have a male-type person to get in my way. :)

You know, I look like a frog in my id photo! The guy told me I can't smile, and then there was the fluorescent lighting... *sigh* They all suck, thankfully! I don't think I've seen a good one yet!

Hope things start looking up soon!
<3

[capitu]

:D

Why do they make such efforts to make people look bad in those photos? Is it really necessary? :/ As if life wasn't hard enough you have to go around showing the worst photo every time. Oh well. ^^

Thank you, darling! I hope so, too. <33

[enchanted_jae]

O.o

Tell your bf: "Please do not inflict your bad movies on me."

:D

Sorry to hear you haven't felt well lately. Get better soon!

[capitu]

I will! He always plays so pitiful he has a way to make do things. ^^

Thank you, Jae. <3

[emansil]

Well, you know that it is against all the laws of man and nature to have a driver's license photo that is anyway flattering. So I guess you're safe in that regard. :D Seriously I imagine its quite lovely even with the sneeze and the bite.

I'm sorry to hear about the depression and anxiety. I can identify with that. I'm trying to get back into communicating and socializing with people, but most of the time it wears me out so much it takes me days to recover from it.

And your work sounds like it is of course just adding to everything. Hope that eases up some as well, and soon.

[capitu]

You know, the bf said I didn't look so bad and I was like, 'omg, I can look worse than that???' because I'm also a dramatic little shit, too. ^^

I hear you. It just takes so much energy. I saw this in tumblr and, I think I wanted to show it to all the people in my life: https://capipuff.tumblr.com/post/164989782712/shanology-black-supremafeminist-all-of-this

I'm glad you're around and making an effort, as I always say to myself, one day at a time, dear. *hugs*

[emansil]

I love that tumblr bit. As I was scrolling through it, I was like "yep" and "oh yea", "that's me". It felt like coming home.

I was right about how my activity on lj would affect me today. I'm worn out, cranky, emo, and everything hurts. Life should not be the way.

[capitu]

It's nice not to feel alone. Sometimes I go through those posts and it does me some good, it's hopeful. :)

I'm sorry you're worn out, but do give yourself a lot of credit, you came here and made this effort, it's huge and it's important. *hug*

[tjs_whatnot]

*hugs*

It's going around, isn't it? This feeling of impending doom and why-botherness? I'm glad you've shuffed it off long enough to come here. I've missed you in my own state of why-get-out-of-bedness. ♥♥

And man, IDs are the WORST! The only one that I ever had and liked was of course at the place I lived in the shortest amount of time so only had it for two years and not the DECADES that I've had hideous ones. :((((((

♥♥

[capitu]

I think at the beginning of the holiday season that feeling always goes around. But I promise I am trying to keep myself busy in healthy ways and also trying to give myself breaks - which I'm not very good at, but I am absolutely trying to be a responsible adult about all this. <3

IDs! You know, my first one was actually not bad but I lost it like, one year after I got it, and that's when the curse started, never again I was able to get a decent one. On the other hand, my USA Visa photo is not completely awful, even if the passport where it's stapled to is. Heh!