i was sitting in the bottom lobby of building 1, waiting for photography, and she asked from two tables away if i had got my camera yet.  i went and sat next to her so i didnt have to yell.  the conversation quickly died though, and i felt awkward, i wished i hadnt sat next to her because i couldnt tell when i should walk away, she seemed like she ( Read more... )

i had to drop photography because my guidance counselor is an idiot.  my guidance counselor didnt know how to use atlas, my counselor belongs in 0010 classes, and she doesnt know how to read crn numbers.

so i had to pick up a saturday morning 3 hour class, student success, which focuses on study skills and career planning.  16 saturday morning i ( Read more... )

taking X taught me one thing.

i hate listening to people talk about themselves.

sorry, hypocrit.

im looking at the schedule change in a better way.  i hate math, i really do, so maybe its best i dont have math on top of working that many days a week, itll be better to take next semester when im not working as much.  and my knees have been popping and get sore when i get stoned, probably from kickboxing and training.  so losing that class is a ( Read more... )

my schedule got f'd in the a ( Read more... )

i never even mentioned how i got my septim pierced at axiom, and the guy did it off center so i took it out and didnt pay.  douche bag, i knew not to use anyone but taylor, live and learn though.

but yeah fuck that i dont want to get it pierced again, besides, it looked ridiculous for the few seconds i had it.

whatev.

i worked six hours yesterday and went home with 25 dollars in total.

gaaaay 

man i miss billy, it hasnt really gotten any easier, the shock has just worn off.  before i still felt like it was adream, like id see him tomorrow or a few years from now.  idk, i mean its so strange to say "no matter what i do or think i will never see this person again, ever."  i really wish to believe in an afterlife, but i just dont believe it ( Read more... )

morgan and melissa doll!  i was driving thinking of the dynamic duo you are, and i felt like compiling songs for you.  so, if i were to make you a cd, this is how it would go.  there may actually be a cd soon, but if not, know i was thinking of you two ( Read more... )

i told donna i wanted to take a break, a few weeks spent apart to get my head on straight because of everything thats been going wrong.  between the drinking and me being a complete dick, i thought it would be good for us to separate, cool down, and miss each other to remember why we fell in love.  shes been pretty cruel about it, and has kind of ( Read more... )