I'm Back (or, NO, I'm Not Dead And You Can't Poke Me With Sticks With Hoboes)

[capngrind666]

Well. This has been some kind of a week now (or a week and a half or however long it's been). Started off with Sunday night, drinking wine with a good friend, his girlfriend and her friend. Who I hit it off with pretty well. She's pretty and smart. Woke up Monday with her by my side. Awwwww

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[capngrind666]

oh, i just read something in there that seems like an inaccuracy. i said that she was gone when i woke up after i said i woke up with her. i woke up one time just long enough to see her there and went back to my state of drunken dreamless sleep before waking up for real by myself.

and a far as the getting drunk and proclaiming a sense of self-loathing to everyone, you know...I get drunk and feel more strongly about things. Shyness and insecurity and pissing people off for no good reason and being unable to explain yourself--both because of being drunk and because she can be a real you-know-what sometimes--doesn't make for happy evening, I left feeling like I wasn't wanted to come back, and it was all amplified a hundred fold. insecure and shit, i am that. depressed most of the time, sure. i don't think i hate myself, though. not any conscious level.

[whatinthehell]

Did you and your roommate ever kiss and make up?