i missed him, but just for a moment. It passed

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.

I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone!

When people can walk away from you let ( Read more... )

So i am excited about a lot of things today...

1. Crystal is amazing and is going to paint a picture of my pop and sister for her birthday. It is going to be AMAZING and i can not wait!
2. I am going on a bonified date i.e. Guy picks up girl in his OWN car, meets her parents, takes her out, and they have a grand time i can not remember when the last time ( Read more... )

I hate it. I am just really trying to not make an ass out of myself by chasing something that is unreachable, i guess if it is meant to happen it will happen and i need to quit being to damn anxious

I've realized that there is no such thing as an unanswered prayer, it is just sometimes the answer is No, not because God is hurtful, but because you were meant for something else, something more.

I will NEVER understand... EVER! 
oh well baby shower tomorrow! yay!

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Fly away ( Read more... )

most days I am fine,
but sometimes i feel my world collapse one last time, just for kicks.

It is just hard to take that this is the end, and that is all it is.
no happy ending
no prince charming to sweep me off my feet
no life changing event
it is just the end
and it is just me now

I am so sick and tired of hearing the same shit come out of your mouth! You think very highly of yourself, we all get it. now let me help you to shut the fuck up!

I have officially had it, I went from frustrated, to hurt, to angry, and now i am just annoyed.

I keep holding my tounge about this matter because i know the second something is said it is the end of our friendship, but i do not know how much longer i am going to be able to sit back and watch. You are wasting your life, you are someone who is meant to make something of yourself, you have the heart, morals, brains, and drive in you to do it, ( Read more... )