weddings and boyfriends

[capricornchic]

not too much to report on. school in in full swing and i have found my groove to it. im not worrying about my papers too much right now. i have a weekend set aside later in october for that. one weekend, 3 term papers, BAM

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It's funny

[anonymous]

Holly, it's funny how word gets around. Even all the way down here in south mississippi, and maybe you should be warned. Watch Mark, he's charming, but not right. He fucked me, we got pregnant i'm sure you have read his past journal entries, and he wanted to go, to leave me to care for his child by myself, and I couldn't so adoption was the only choice. He signed the papers to give away his daughter. He probably didn't even remember that her birthday was this past August. I have to live with it everday and he shrugged it off as though it were nothing. Someone dropped a message to me to warn you, to watch yourself. I won't be getting back on, as I don't want to deal with his shit, but be warned. Take care.

[ex_shadowof]

Sorry you had to get a message like that. By no means am I perfect, and yes, some of my decisions haunt me to this day, but my decision to give up my daughter is not one that haunts me. I didn't want to have to make the decision that I did, but I knew realistically I couldn't handle a child on my own. Yes, I have now told you that part of my life story, and sorry for not telling you sooner, but it's a sensitive subject, and you noticed that yes it does upset me to think about it. Thank you for being so understanding about it. I'll talk to you later.