I think its been about four days since the last time I really slept...I'm not exactly sure....I'm not exactly sure of anything anymore ( Read more... )

I'm not happy anymore....god I want to be happy again....

I can't sleep...I hate these kinds of nights where I just can't sleep...I'm tired,but I don't feel like sleeping.It's because I'm thinking too hard about things...I feel like,around my friends,it's not ok that I'm happy.Like...it is...because they're used to it now I guess but it's not ok ( Read more... )

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the last one I'll see in high school,that will actually matter to me.I'm not exactly scared about it,just nervous.I feel a little more neutral about it this year compared to all the others.It's strange...feels strange at least.So,it goes up tomorrow,I went out for Belle...I figured...it's my senior year...why not go for the gold ( Read more... )

I hate flying...I have to leave on Christmas day to go to California...I'm scared of flying....it's 3:30am right now and I can't sleep because the thought of getting on an airplane freaks me out.I've done it before,but each time is the same:nerve wracking.
I'm so tired,but I can't sleep.
this sucks.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad -- BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE ( Read more... )

so much venting this month...goodness....ok well...here's whats bothering me today...just gotta get this off my chest or I'll get all depressed later...don't want that...So...I'm a little worried about the musical.Yeah...the musical...the god damn musical.It's getting to be that time of year where people ask what part you want and if you don't tell ( Read more... )

I couldn't help it!!!!!!!!! We(me,sarah,collette and billy)were at the springfield mall last night and we went to Hot Topic and I saw what I wanted to get Sarah...it wasn't expensive,I had more then enough to get her one! I got her this really nice Superman ring,because she loves Superman...and I didn't think what I was making her was enough.I've ( Read more... )

It's that time of year again,Shakespeare Troupe is having a one night only show for free so just walk in,sit down and enjoy Shakespeare Troupe's "Beginning of the End" on Friday June 10th at 7:00pm in the auditorium at Academy Park High school.