talking talking talking about
richard ashcroft's vocals on the two songs i have from the voyager ep reach so deep into my soul it's almost painful to listen to. i feel exactly like that.
1. Who are you? the sleeping god
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you? i am evil, i am god, i hate butterflies.
3. When you aren't filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing? taking photographs of dumbfuck models, wandering around town or nature reserves, fine-dining, getting drunk, smoking a lot and talking rubbish
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time). art, GP, lit, malay, econs
5. What is your biggest goal for this year? to move out or something.
6. Where will you be in 5 years? a big-shot fashion photographer
7. What do you want to be when you grow up? a big-shot nature photographer
8. Are you more child-like or childish? both in equal degrees
9. What is the last thing you said out loud? "later."
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now? the verve - grey skies
11. Have you ever taken a martial arts class? no, but i plan to.
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same? better, mostly.
13. Does time really heal all wounds? no, it just makes you forget they're there.
14. How do you handle a rainy day? shakespeare and soup.
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights? luggage
16. How is your relationship with your parents? almost non-existant
Will you miss them when they are gone? honestly, not very much.
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you? not very much, either.
18. What is the truest thing that you know? everything is irrelevant.
19. What do you want your life to be like, as the future takes clearer shape? explosive
20. Has you ever been given a second chance? i don't know, yes?
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker? taker haha
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart? uh, i don't know.
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? i'm not sure, really.
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you? when the first person i fell in love with stopped talking to me.
25. Who have you hugged today? wk
26. Who has done something today to show they care about you? wk
27. Do you have a lot to learn? everything, really
28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?
a how to talk to animals
b how to levitate
c attain enlightenment instantaneously
29. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel? how they make me feel.
30. What are the key ingrediants to having a good relationship? a good friendship.
31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?
a get one of my photographs in national geographic
b disentangle myself from everything
c attain enlightenment
32. what three things would you want to die to avoid doing?
a dying a dishonourable death, i'd commit suicide first
b living a dead end life
c being made to kill someone against my will
33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause? is non-duality a cause? haha. how about erasing borders between religions?
34. What does each decade make you think of:
The 19..
20's: flapper dresses and cigarette holders, mmm
30's: men in hats
40's: -
50's: big polkadotted skirts. eugh. nonsense.
60's: hippies and the beatles
70's: donkeyskin jackets and the velvet underground
80's: the worst era ever
90's: 'alternative' (puke)
2000 (so far): electronic gadgetry
35. Which decade do you feel you belong in and why? none of these. maybe in the future.
36. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song? hm, 'temple of the king' by rainbow springs immediately to mind though it's probably not my favourite. i don't know, really. there are so many. lots of stuff by led zep esp kashmir and stairway to heaven. and rain song. and song remains the same. and achilles last stand. man, i love led zep.
37. If you could say any sentance to the president of the usa what would it be? do not misunderestimate me
38. What's your favorite tv channel to watch in the middle of the night? my computer. i watch the stuff i download.
39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why? hm... i liked scar from the lion king a lot because he was evil in this really sinister and cool way.
40. Have you ever been a girlscout/boyscout? hell no.
41. If you were travelling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat? take a boat! i hate planes.
42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night? it's not really blue during the day. it's still black but light from the sun reflects off the particles of dust in the air and that's why it seems blue.
43. What does your name mean? wise one.
44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outerspace? outer space
45. Word association
what's the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:
air: sky
meat: hook
different: murder
pink: hair
deserve: no
white: scum
elvis: costello
cilantro: food
heart: burn
clash: knife
pulp: skin
46. If you could meet any person who is dead and famous who would you want it to be? jesus
47. What if you could meet anyone alive and famous? lee ranaldo
48. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday? the adventures of baron munchausen
49. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do? i'd bring some music that's hell to get into. some coltrane or classical or something.
50. Have you ever saved someone's life or had your life saved? in a way. i almost drowned caught between some rocks at a waterfall once and someone pulled me out.
51. Make up a definition for the following silly words..
fruitgoogle: a rabid juggler
ambytime: constantly re-opening scars
asscactus: a decrepit old lady from hell
52. What was the last thing you made with your own hands? hm... this large drawing of a tree
53. What was your favorite toy as a child? books
54. How many tv's are in your house? three
55. What is your favorite thing to do outside? wander and smoke
56. How do you feel when you see a rainbow? that's a pretty thing
57. Have you ever dreampt a dream that came true? i think so
58. Have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader? no
59. What is your idea of paradise? contentment
60. Do you believe in heaven and if so what is it like? uh i don't believe in heaven
61. Do you believe in Hell? not at all. the very idea of a hell is ludicrous.
62. What one thing have you done that most people haven't? got a job as a studio photographer at 18
63. What is the kindest thing you have ever done? haha i really don't know.
64. Are you a patient person? not at all.
65. What holiday should exist but doesn't? shaz week. shaz month. shaz year!
66. What holiday shouldn't exist but does? all holidays should exist! holidays are great!
67. What's the best joke you ever heard? one of the best was when we were watching this boyband called five on mtv and my cousin turned around and asked "how many members are there in five?"
68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been? hm... bali.
69. Is your hair it's natural color? no.
70. Do you have any deep dark secrets or are you pretty much upfront? pretty much upfront
71. What is under your bed right now? some crud
72. If you were in the land of oz would you want to live there or go home? live there, definitely!
73. If you drive do you frequently speed? i don't drive
74. What is the world's best song to dance to? joy by shakti. however, you must be drunk.
75. What song was on the last time you danced with someone? dunno, some hip hop shit at hendrix. i was really drunk.
76. Do you prefer disney or warner brother? disney
77. What is the first animal you would run to see if you went to the zoo? the tigers and lions and panthers and stuff
78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic? in a way
79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off? haha that's a stupid question
80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it? photography
81. If you (and everyone) had to lose one right or freedom but you could pick which one what would you pick? the right to live. KILL!
82. If you had to choose would you live on the equator or at the north pole? equator.
83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television? watching tv. i have kind of given that up.
84. What do you think makes someone a hero? a tragic death
85. What cartoon would you like to be a character in? hm.... star trek: the animated series. i'll be spock.
86. Name one thing that turns your stomach: chewed up food.
87. What was the last thing you paid for? a nikon sb-50 flash
88. Is there magic even in mundane things? everything is magic.
89. Get anything good in the mail recently? nah... a bunch of steve towson flyers from shai
90. Which would you rather take as a gym class...dancing, sailing, karate, or bowling? SAILING!
91. In Star Trek people 'beam' back and forth between different places. What this means is they stand in a little tube and their molecules are deconstructed and sent to another tube somewhere else where they are reassembled. Only problem is when the molecules are deconstructed the person is dead. When they are put back together it's like a clone who has all the dead person's memories. So...
Is the person who gets beamed the same person on both ends? that is exactly how we exist in time. it's not one continous line but a series of short frames. we cease to exist many times in a second! i think we're the same people anyway.
92. What insects are you afraid of? butterflies
93. If you could print any phrase on a t-shirt, what would it say? hell is other people
94. What's the most eccentric thing you have ever worn? i like to wear dresses meant for children now and then
95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted of forever and not gain a single ounce from what food would it be? i actually want to gain weight.
96. What are your parents interested in? my dad likes golf. my mum likes islam (gag!)
97. Have you ever caught an insect and kept it as a pet? little spiders
How about a wild animal? nah
98. What is the differance between wishes and plans? nothing
99. Which do you find the most helpful? neither
100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. what do you bring? three hundred people
101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically? bursting
102. List the ten people you love most starting with the one you love the absolute most. this is not in order
a nurul
b wk
c scorpion
d my brother
e naz
f rahul
g abby
h uncle bab
i hajar
j faizah
103. How many movies have you gone to see this month? none but i plan to watch infernal affairs three next week
104. If you could have 3 wishes...but none of them could be for yourself..what would you wish for?
a for naz to get through her problems
b for scorpion to get through her problems
c for wk to attain enlightenment
105. In what ways do you relax and destress whn you are really tense? cut myself or cry and sleep
106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the spring time and get out of the car? at least 10 million
107. Make up a personality type that only fits you and give a brief description of it. evil cowboy sent from god. self-explanatory.
108.Where does fashion come to life? nick. knight.
109. What do you think of cloning? i don't.
110. Do you read more or watch tv more? read
111. With all this terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety? FUCK that paranoid bullshit. i'd rather die.
112. What is the best punishment you could come up with for osama if you caught him alive? i'd go after george bush first
113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body? nah
114. Have you ever been on the radio or on tv? both
115. Have you ever won a lottery, sweepstakes prize? no
116. Have you ever won a contest or competition? yup, i got free cash
117. dO YOU FIND bOB rOSS (THE HAPPY LITTLE TREES GUY) TO BE A VERY CALMING SHOW TO WATCH? (sorry about the caps) i have no idea what yr talking about
118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living? my grandpa sold kachang pool. it was really good, apparently. kings came down to eat at his shop.
119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history? my grandpa saved my grandma's life in the war and then they got married :)
120. Is there anyone you trust Completely? wk
121. Do you believe in god? yes, but not in the traditional sense
122. Should there be a woman president? yes
How about a president who is not christian? YES, please
how about a non-white president? yes
123. Would you rather have an indoor jacuzzi or an outdoor pool? outdoor pool
124. What things are you interested in that you study/read up on on your own? a lot of things. photography, shakespeare, religion, philosophy... everything, really.
125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent? yes
126. Would you consider yourself to be wise? no
127. Would you donate a hundred dollars to cause to be able to slide into a pool of jello? wowow yes
128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person? haha yeah hideo asano used to be homeless and he's a good friend of mine. buy his books!
If yes what happened? we made friends with this homeless japanese writer travelling around on no money. we used to hang out and talk about things. he was really an amazing person. we've lost touch with him but i miss him alot.
129. Have you/would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring? well, i guess i would.
130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making someone else die 70 years sooner would you? nah
131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics?
a: I dust my lemon lies with powder pink and sweet... no.
b: this girl named carol follows darrel every gig we play... no.
c: I could make a film and make you my star... no.
132. Are we having fun yet? no.
133. Would you rather be the president or a rock star? rock star!
134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote? er, yes. -blush
135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise though the mail? no but i want to!
136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now? no
137. What's the best animated movie you've ever seen? ghost in the shell is really good
136. What do you think the world would be like after a nuclear winter? excitingly dead
137. Are you a leader or a follower? neither. i'm an outsider haha
138. What are the best bands/songs to listen to while driving? sisters of mercy
138. If your car is decorated then what does it look likee? i don't have a car
139. What (to you) is the most amazing accomplishment that anyone has ever accomplished? enlightenment
140. What could a guy/girl do to impress you? talk to me about jean genet
1. Who are you? the sleeping god
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you? i am evil, i am god, i hate butterflies.
3. When you aren't filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing? taking photographs of dumbfuck models, wandering around town or nature reserves, fine-dining, getting drunk, smoking a lot and talking rubbish
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time). art, GP, lit, malay, econs
5. What is your biggest goal for this year? to move out or something.
6. Where will you be in 5 years? a big-shot fashion photographer
7. What do you want to be when you grow up? a big-shot nature photographer
8. Are you more child-like or childish? both in equal degrees
9. What is the last thing you said out loud? "later."
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now? the verve - grey skies
11. Have you ever taken a martial arts class? no, but i plan to.
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same? better, mostly.
13. Does time really heal all wounds? no, it just makes you forget they're there.
14. How do you handle a rainy day? shakespeare and soup.
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights? luggage
16. How is your relationship with your parents? almost non-existant
Will you miss them when they are gone? honestly, not very much.
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you? not very much, either.
18. What is the truest thing that you know? everything is irrelevant.
19. What do you want your life to be like, as the future takes clearer shape? explosive
20. Has you ever been given a second chance? i don't know, yes?
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker? taker haha
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart? uh, i don't know.
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? i'm not sure, really.
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you? when the first person i fell in love with stopped talking to me.
25. Who have you hugged today? wk
26. Who has done something today to show they care about you? wk
27. Do you have a lot to learn? everything, really
28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?
a how to talk to animals
b how to levitate
c attain enlightenment instantaneously
29. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel? how they make me feel.
30. What are the key ingrediants to having a good relationship? a good friendship.
31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?
a get one of my photographs in national geographic
b disentangle myself from everything
c attain enlightenment
32. what three things would you want to die to avoid doing?
a dying a dishonourable death, i'd commit suicide first
b living a dead end life
c being made to kill someone against my will
33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause? is non-duality a cause? haha. how about erasing borders between religions?
34. What does each decade make you think of:
The 19..
20's: flapper dresses and cigarette holders, mmm
30's: men in hats
40's: -
50's: big polkadotted skirts. eugh. nonsense.
60's: hippies and the beatles
70's: donkeyskin jackets and the velvet underground
80's: the worst era ever
90's: 'alternative' (puke)
2000 (so far): electronic gadgetry
35. Which decade do you feel you belong in and why? none of these. maybe in the future.
36. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song? hm, 'temple of the king' by rainbow springs immediately to mind though it's probably not my favourite. i don't know, really. there are so many. lots of stuff by led zep esp kashmir and stairway to heaven. and rain song. and song remains the same. and achilles last stand. man, i love led zep.
37. If you could say any sentance to the president of the usa what would it be? do not misunderestimate me
38. What's your favorite tv channel to watch in the middle of the night? my computer. i watch the stuff i download.
39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why? hm... i liked scar from the lion king a lot because he was evil in this really sinister and cool way.
40. Have you ever been a girlscout/boyscout? hell no.
41. If you were travelling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat? take a boat! i hate planes.
42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night? it's not really blue during the day. it's still black but light from the sun reflects off the particles of dust in the air and that's why it seems blue.
43. What does your name mean? wise one.
44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outerspace? outer space
45. Word association
what's the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:
air: sky
meat: hook
different: murder
pink: hair
deserve: no
white: scum
elvis: costello
cilantro: food
heart: burn
clash: knife
pulp: skin
46. If you could meet any person who is dead and famous who would you want it to be? jesus
47. What if you could meet anyone alive and famous? lee ranaldo
48. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday? the adventures of baron munchausen
49. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do? i'd bring some music that's hell to get into. some coltrane or classical or something.
50. Have you ever saved someone's life or had your life saved? in a way. i almost drowned caught between some rocks at a waterfall once and someone pulled me out.
51. Make up a definition for the following silly words..
fruitgoogle: a rabid juggler
ambytime: constantly re-opening scars
asscactus: a decrepit old lady from hell
52. What was the last thing you made with your own hands? hm... this large drawing of a tree
53. What was your favorite toy as a child? books
54. How many tv's are in your house? three
55. What is your favorite thing to do outside? wander and smoke
56. How do you feel when you see a rainbow? that's a pretty thing
57. Have you ever dreampt a dream that came true? i think so
58. Have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader? no
59. What is your idea of paradise? contentment
60. Do you believe in heaven and if so what is it like? uh i don't believe in heaven
61. Do you believe in Hell? not at all. the very idea of a hell is ludicrous.
62. What one thing have you done that most people haven't? got a job as a studio photographer at 18
63. What is the kindest thing you have ever done? haha i really don't know.
64. Are you a patient person? not at all.
65. What holiday should exist but doesn't? shaz week. shaz month. shaz year!
66. What holiday shouldn't exist but does? all holidays should exist! holidays are great!
67. What's the best joke you ever heard? one of the best was when we were watching this boyband called five on mtv and my cousin turned around and asked "how many members are there in five?"
68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been? hm... bali.
69. Is your hair it's natural color? no.
70. Do you have any deep dark secrets or are you pretty much upfront? pretty much upfront
71. What is under your bed right now? some crud
72. If you were in the land of oz would you want to live there or go home? live there, definitely!
73. If you drive do you frequently speed? i don't drive
74. What is the world's best song to dance to? joy by shakti. however, you must be drunk.
75. What song was on the last time you danced with someone? dunno, some hip hop shit at hendrix. i was really drunk.
76. Do you prefer disney or warner brother? disney
77. What is the first animal you would run to see if you went to the zoo? the tigers and lions and panthers and stuff
78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic? in a way
79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off? haha that's a stupid question
80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it? photography
81. If you (and everyone) had to lose one right or freedom but you could pick which one what would you pick? the right to live. KILL!
82. If you had to choose would you live on the equator or at the north pole? equator.
83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television? watching tv. i have kind of given that up.
84. What do you think makes someone a hero? a tragic death
85. What cartoon would you like to be a character in? hm.... star trek: the animated series. i'll be spock.
86. Name one thing that turns your stomach: chewed up food.
87. What was the last thing you paid for? a nikon sb-50 flash
88. Is there magic even in mundane things? everything is magic.
89. Get anything good in the mail recently? nah... a bunch of steve towson flyers from shai
90. Which would you rather take as a gym class...dancing, sailing, karate, or bowling? SAILING!
91. In Star Trek people 'beam' back and forth between different places. What this means is they stand in a little tube and their molecules are deconstructed and sent to another tube somewhere else where they are reassembled. Only problem is when the molecules are deconstructed the person is dead. When they are put back together it's like a clone who has all the dead person's memories. So...
Is the person who gets beamed the same person on both ends? that is exactly how we exist in time. it's not one continous line but a series of short frames. we cease to exist many times in a second! i think we're the same people anyway.
92. What insects are you afraid of? butterflies
93. If you could print any phrase on a t-shirt, what would it say? hell is other people
94. What's the most eccentric thing you have ever worn? i like to wear dresses meant for children now and then
95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted of forever and not gain a single ounce from what food would it be? i actually want to gain weight.
96. What are your parents interested in? my dad likes golf. my mum likes islam (gag!)
97. Have you ever caught an insect and kept it as a pet? little spiders
How about a wild animal? nah
98. What is the differance between wishes and plans? nothing
99. Which do you find the most helpful? neither
100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. what do you bring? three hundred people
101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically? bursting
102. List the ten people you love most starting with the one you love the absolute most. this is not in order
a nurul
b wk
c scorpion
d my brother
e naz
f rahul
g abby
h uncle bab
i hajar
j faizah
103. How many movies have you gone to see this month? none but i plan to watch infernal affairs three next week
104. If you could have 3 wishes...but none of them could be for yourself..what would you wish for?
a for naz to get through her problems
b for scorpion to get through her problems
c for wk to attain enlightenment
105. In what ways do you relax and destress whn you are really tense? cut myself or cry and sleep
106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the spring time and get out of the car? at least 10 million
107. Make up a personality type that only fits you and give a brief description of it. evil cowboy sent from god. self-explanatory.
108.Where does fashion come to life? nick. knight.
109. What do you think of cloning? i don't.
110. Do you read more or watch tv more? read
111. With all this terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety? FUCK that paranoid bullshit. i'd rather die.
112. What is the best punishment you could come up with for osama if you caught him alive? i'd go after george bush first
113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body? nah
114. Have you ever been on the radio or on tv? both
115. Have you ever won a lottery, sweepstakes prize? no
116. Have you ever won a contest or competition? yup, i got free cash
117. dO YOU FIND bOB rOSS (THE HAPPY LITTLE TREES GUY) TO BE A VERY CALMING SHOW TO WATCH? (sorry about the caps) i have no idea what yr talking about
118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living? my grandpa sold kachang pool. it was really good, apparently. kings came down to eat at his shop.
119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history? my grandpa saved my grandma's life in the war and then they got married :)
120. Is there anyone you trust Completely? wk
121. Do you believe in god? yes, but not in the traditional sense
122. Should there be a woman president? yes
How about a president who is not christian? YES, please
how about a non-white president? yes
123. Would you rather have an indoor jacuzzi or an outdoor pool? outdoor pool
124. What things are you interested in that you study/read up on on your own? a lot of things. photography, shakespeare, religion, philosophy... everything, really.
125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent? yes
126. Would you consider yourself to be wise? no
127. Would you donate a hundred dollars to cause to be able to slide into a pool of jello? wowow yes
128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person? haha yeah hideo asano used to be homeless and he's a good friend of mine. buy his books!
If yes what happened? we made friends with this homeless japanese writer travelling around on no money. we used to hang out and talk about things. he was really an amazing person. we've lost touch with him but i miss him alot.
129. Have you/would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring? well, i guess i would.
130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making someone else die 70 years sooner would you? nah
131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics?
a: I dust my lemon lies with powder pink and sweet... no.
b: this girl named carol follows darrel every gig we play... no.
c: I could make a film and make you my star... no.
132. Are we having fun yet? no.
133. Would you rather be the president or a rock star? rock star!
134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote? er, yes. -blush
135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise though the mail? no but i want to!
136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now? no
137. What's the best animated movie you've ever seen? ghost in the shell is really good
136. What do you think the world would be like after a nuclear winter? excitingly dead
137. Are you a leader or a follower? neither. i'm an outsider haha
138. What are the best bands/songs to listen to while driving? sisters of mercy
138. If your car is decorated then what does it look likee? i don't have a car
139. What (to you) is the most amazing accomplishment that anyone has ever accomplished? enlightenment
140. What could a guy/girl do to impress you? talk to me about jean genet