It bums me out. I'm sure she's talking to her friends and they are telling her I'm an asshole. She is agreeing with them. Getting over it. That's fine I guess. I know how it works. They don't know a damn thing about me but I won't argue with them. I am sort of an asshole, but not for the reasons they tell her I am ( Read more... )

I am getting bitter now.

I'm drunk and no one is the wiser! ;)

I made a new song motherfuckers. It's fuzzy and mostly unfinished, but still okay enough to show you ( Read more... )

Some people say heartbreak is the most painful experience they've ever been through.

I disagree. Listerine mouthwash for a minute is much worse. I've never cried more in my life.

Have I become the biggest nerd ever ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel worthless
There are mornings where I wake up in horror
with the taste of arsenic in my mouth
memories of terrible things that never happened to me
ebb and fade, wash down the drain with
the sweat and stink and phlegm that accumulated the night before

I wish I had a godlike ability to determine the "best of" for stuff. I wish I could know, a few seconds after the fact, the moment where an apex in my life was reached. I'd like to realize the percise instant that ( Read more... )

btw, I made an ambient sort of song...
http://www.terminus1525.ca/node/61675

Attention friends ( Read more... )