For once I had a chain of events that wasn't unpleasant ( Read more... )

-Somtimes I feel like I might as well be back on the other side of the country ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those, "Never done anything with your life", "gonna end up lonely and dead" type of days.

So I could use a hug and a happy meal.

anyone?

Seriously. Fuck today. and fuck the rest of the week and next week.

Fuck my job. If I could afford to quit then I would in a heartbeat.

FUCK.

Anyone know any doctors around here?

My neck is swollen on that one side and it hurts like crap. I've already decieded that if its an inoperable brain stem tumor that I'm quitting and traveling to all the places I've wanted to go to. Then if I'm still alive, I'll get a part time job and a shitty apartment and slack off until I croak.

Nice.

I think the reason I have trouble connecting with people is that I have no personality ( Read more... )

oh well. No CA for me. They couldn't get an answer one way or the other for the clearance so they're gonna hold off, and I might go on the last go-around.

I'm thinking about ordering this.It looks sweet but its expensive. Plus the sizing seems way off. The XL has a 21 inch chest measurement? seems small. Thinking about going clothes shopping ( Read more... )

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Sometimes late at night, I think how awsome it would be if I could be a stand up comic for a living.

Or even if I could just write for a comedy show/comedian.

That would be so sweet I can't even imagine the hieghts of awsomeness it would peak.

Now if I only had the talent/charisma/timing/sheer balls to pull it off.

Dang.

Well maybe I won't be heading to sunny CA ( Read more... )