FUCK ME!!!!!

[captain_joho_8]

GOD!!!! I miss her so much it hurts. I just wish she would talk to me so I can figure out what has happened to my life. Before her, I didn't doubt myself, I didn't really have much to lose, but now...I've lost everything. I feel so empty with out her. She made me feel like I had something, she made me want to do something with myself, she made me

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[jerasue]

I sound like a stalker, but I just can't stop thinking.
I hate feeling this way. Straddling the fence between your passion and being objective. Trying to keep perspective. Trying to not to cross uncomfortable lines (I found myself looking into his living room window through his neighbors backyard).

But, off the topic:
Would you please be so kind as to give me your opinion of the Illinois Institute of Art? I'm trying to figure out where to go.
I appreciate it.

[jerasue]

you must understand that my opinion is coming from a side of a person who dropped out, but I guess it still counts for something. AI was pretty good. I learned a lot, but if you really want to get ahead in that school you have to go the extra mile and study outside of what they teach you or what they expect. I didn't make it past quarter 7 so I don't really know much about the end of the program except from what my friends tell me. If you don't have an absolute passion for what you are doing, you won't live to see the end. You also have to make the choice if your career is what you want to make your life. Most of the jobs people get after graduation demand so much time, that you basically eat, sleep and breathe your job. I went to a few conferences with former students and they all said they spend about 15 hours at work, come home sleep, then go back at it again the next day. Other than that, the school does teach you a lot, especially if you've went to a small school, or didn't get into art until late. The teachers are great, they