I am very likely the happiest humanoid in existance today. Today in the broader sense of the word. Like... now. The present... not just this particular day (which happens to be August 8th, for those of you who care {I do, because school starts in 14 days[yay!]}). Yesterday I was in Sparta. It's very possible that it was the bestest day I've yet ( Read more... )

By what means of false conviction have I found the strength to stay this path; this endless trail of anticipation and disappointment? For whom have I feigned motivation and ambition amidst chaotic expectations, far beyond all reach? Surely, I have known of my delusions all along? To be loved? Find happiness? Achieve freedom? What fairy tales! Too ( Read more... )

Played Final Fantasy all day. Except for when I was reading Choke. I'm half way through Choke now. I'm enjoying it. Final Fantasy was very rewarding and enjoyable today. I'm off now to pick up a movie with Jamie and then head back to his house to watch that. I think we're getting True Romance. I should be home around 11:30-12. I'm glad that my days ( Read more... )

Mm. Today has been alright thus far. Made a mix cd for Melanie that turned into 3 cd's and most of it is garbage that she won't even like but meh, sharing music makes me oh so happy. I've been reading Choke all day while copying cd's for my own collection. I'm about a quarter of the way into the book. I intended to play Final Fantasy most of the ( Read more... )

Ahh. Tonight I got out of the house. Wandered around town with Gabriel. Had some ice cream. Found a copy of Choke for $4.50, so I had to buy it. I'm gonna read it this week but then I will gift it to my dearest Melanie as she is a much bigger, more legitimate Palahniuk fan than I am. I may not have even spelled that right. See. Walking around was ( Read more... )

Why do I randomly feel like crap sometimes when I wake up? How could I possibly have a conversation like last night's and wake up feeling like shit? I laughed more on the phone last night than I have all Summer except maybe when I was actually with Melanie, being tickled mercilessly. I care about her so much and when I get off the phone every night ( Read more... )

"Everybody... put your arm around the person next to you. Put your arm around the person next to you; we're gonna feel the love tonight, baby. That's right, we're gonna get... real funky. We're gonna get real intimate. We're gonna get like... Velvet curtains, draped over small windows in French hotels. We're gonna get like black toe nails on... ( Read more... )

...so far, has gone to feeding my animals ( Read more... )

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Hmm. This oatmeal chocolate chip cookie... very tasty.

I adore Melanie Greenberg. Very much. And since she's all the way in New Jersey sewing a lovely black coat, I'm going to wander into the village, eat something marvelous and try to find something to do. Perhaps I'll watch Willy Wonka again. Who knows?