it's funny... i was looking on your old entries, just for the hell of it, but mostly because i miss you. i had never seen this one before. did i really look okay? did you really have fun with me? did everyone really SAY that? i think that's our memory, although we have so many... like Moulin Rouge, and then La Boheme in the basement, and you coming over a billion years ago to keep me from dying... wow. and now i have to figure out what to do with myself without you. it's scary that you're considering leaving, because for me it feels like i'll have even less of a chance to see you. maybe that's unfounded. maybe not. have you not been calling because you aren't getting my messages? or have you finally gotten fed up with me? at the very least, let me know which of those it is. because dammit, we've handled one another for such a long time that either of us being fed up seems like a foreign concept.
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i was looking on your old entries, just for the hell of it, but mostly because i miss you.
i had never seen this one before.
did i really look okay? did you really have fun with me? did everyone really SAY that?
i think that's our memory, although we have so many... like Moulin Rouge, and then La Boheme in the basement, and you coming over a billion years ago to keep me from dying...
wow.
and now i have to figure out what to do with myself without you. it's scary that you're considering leaving, because for me it feels like i'll have even less of a chance to see you. maybe that's unfounded. maybe not.
have you not been calling because you aren't getting my messages? or have you finally gotten fed up with me? at the very least, let me know which of those it is. because dammit, we've handled one another for such a long time that either of us being fed up seems like a foreign concept.
at least let me know you're ok.
♥
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