I can't stand not being in a position to stand up for myself. Strike that-- I can't stand being in a position to stand up for myself, and failing to do so out of a completely baseless and false sense of 'responsibility.' I am weak and afraid. I am also angry. This responsibility is NOT MINE. It is NOT REAL. It is also SO NOT WORTHWHILE.

On Nov. 13, 1787, Thomas Jefferson wrote a letter to New York senator William S. Smith saying ( Read more... )

-Chewbacca's vocalizations are based on the way that George Lucas' MALAMUTE, Indiana, used to "speak."

-The mask of Michael Myers (sp?) in the Halloween movies is actually a mask of...WILLIAM SHATNER.

My monthly facebook excursion prompted a manic slew of picture-posting, causing the realization that I have almost no pictures of myself. Also that, since I'm updating facebook, I have NO LIFE. Gleakjh.

Happy Halloween to you, Starr, because you love it as much as I do :)

Happy Halloween to Andre, because that penis-carving contest was the best contest you ever won.

Happy Halloween to me! And I hope I can find an amazing costume in 5 hours. This is not usually how I operate. Usually I start a month in advance. Oh well.

Happy Halloween!

it's so weird to me that i changed so much in five years, and didn't notice at all until i noticed all at once.

Andre and I had a long talk. He isn't coming home for our anniversary. We're going to try again, I think, but I'm different now than I was. I can leave now. This adds a dimension that is really new to me, the newest thing being that I'm not scared of being without him. This *fact* scares me because I'm not used to not being afraid ( Read more... )

In love.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nikolai_Tesla

I just spent $63 on used children's books. I bought about 5 or 6 of the Ernest and Celestine books (in English, French to come soon thru Amazon.fr). They are some of my absolute favorite books from my childhood. If you want to borrow them, and I will put a lien on your life to get them back, you absolutely should. They're some of the most ( Read more... )

I want to explode in a fury-festival. I want to go to the Green and put on a dance show in costume. Maybe a circus, a lion and lion-tamer. Or two zany kids wearing giant hats and blasting music. Zig-a-zig, hunny, let's-let's go. Where I HAVE to go right now is Michaels. What a waste of energy :) The world will never know. I had so much fun ( Read more... )