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[captainsuper]

I did it, I took it one step too far. I am now unwillingly single. Watch out world! I've never truely been in love with anyone except her. From the moment I laid eyes on her I thought she was the most beautiful thing in the world. She IS a unique snowflake, she IS special but I cant have her. Whats worse is that I'm starting to get the feeling that

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John

[writteninstone]

My dear John,

I really really really hope that you're okay. I mean I know that you're not "okay", but I just know how bad you have it for her and I know how hard this is on you. But in the end if you both don't feel the same away about each other(as much as that may hurt to think about), the relationship would never live up to what you need or want it to be. If she's not putting everything into it, then you're better off finding someone that will appreciate you as the person you are. Learn from how you acted, but realize you're not an asshole..you might have been acting like one, but you ARE NOT an asshole. And you will NOT end up with second best, if Jessy is the one or if she's not(I know that's hard to think about right now. )..you'll find somebody that won't disappoint you, I know that. You wouldn't settle for second best..ever. If you need anything ANYTHING call me.

love,
sam

Re: John

[captainsuper]

I love you sam :)

[littleadmiral]

Hey, you're not an asshole! Feel better!