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damn i had an interesting weekend(19th-21st)in dallas...friday(in arlington)had a good time nice change from the usual faces...my heart is still broken...saturday made our(me and sam)way to dallas and hungout with kent and went to a show at about 5 in the fukin afternoon....it was an all day punkfest or somethin like that...i almost died on the way ( Read more... )

so long its been but i guess all i can say is life is really really dark right now all i got goin for me is my band and thats all that matters right now.......well maybe there is one other thing/person.......me and my boys got into a little fight at the against me! show.........damn nazis......hope to have a good time in dallas this weekend

so i made it into this study.....im goin in on monday morning and not getting out till friday morning...then im off a week then back in for the second half another week...ill probably come out crazy but ill be $2000 richer....

so im pretty sure im goin to tell my boss to fuk off and die and then become a lab rat the rest of my life........life is goin to be good..oyeah i ran a red light on the way back from the grocery store and almost died....thats what i get for daydreamin(is it still daydreamin if you doin it at night?) about being a thug.......dont listen to 2pac ( Read more... )

the brightest star will never dim
will never fade away
blinded by the light
i cant see nothing
noone else
i dont need to see another day
make this night last forever
never go away
my dreams could be reality
but HOPE is not behind me............

with all the emptiness
filling your eyes
the emptier i feel inside
dont wanna see dont
wanna be
nothing has become
a part of me
my love reaches noone
it stays bottled up inside
these tears are for the love
that i never felt for my family
and my friends
im ok now im ok now
where the last words you said
im ok now im ok now...........

WELL I GUESS ILL ALSO WRITE SOMETHIN............WELL LOTS OF BANDS BEEN COMIN THRU AND LOTS ARE STILL GOIN TO BE...........ITS BEEN FUN.........OYEAH IM ALSO GETTIN MARRIED SOMETIME IN THE NEAR FUTURE SO SORRY LADIES........BRITTANY IS HOLDIN A KNIFE TO MY NECK AS WE SPEAK...

yeah thats me!!!!

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