I feel like I sometimes lose steam quickly.

I had a plan to do another update and post since last post, but I just don't have the energy or desire to do it at the moment.

Blah.

Too many things to write, lack of energy to make sense of it all.

I thought growing older meant more clarity, more fulfillment.

I was asked what I wanted to be when I was 'older.' I was taken back. I don't know.

So after almost two weeks of only getting 4-5 hours of sleep, I would think on my night off I would crash and sleep as much as I could. Well nope ( Read more... )

Since when did my days, weekends, weeks, life become so routine? A Saturday night and I'm left waiting to hear back from a friend who I had a feeling wouldn't text me back to do something ( Read more... )

I can't believe it has already been a year =/

I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Something is about to give, be it my body, mind, or spirit. A change is needed, I can't keep doing this.

I have had the strong urge, well more like strong day dreaming, of moving to another state, to another country. This comes with the over thinking of what I will do, will my experience and education mean anything over seas? How will I get a job, etc, but a change seems like such a wonderful thing. Usually it is after having three hours of sleep ( Read more... )

em·pa·thy
noun \ˈem-pə-thē\
: the feeling that you understand and share another person's experiences and emotions : the ability to share someone else's feelings

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I ended up messaging Linh and expressing my frustations and just reasons for being distant from him. I ended up sleeping straight for 7 hours after work, I can't remember that last time I was able to do that with waking up ever couple hours ( Read more... )